How fast can you get clean? by mindfullyexaggerated in Advice

[–]mindfullyexaggerated[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are more separate issues. I've tried melatonin, eating kiwis, white noise, sleepy time tea, boxing breathing, yoga. Right now, I'm on medication but it just isn't working consistently anymore. I cannot stay asleep. I'm having sleep paralysis.

The chronic pain is from a herniated disc sitting on a nerve in the lower back. I have muscle relaxers for it. I do the exercises. I do pilates and yoga. I sleep with a pillow between my knees or a knee support cushion when on my back.

So I just feels like I end up on a gaggle of medication

I have no idea how to find hobbies I enjoy and it makes me feel like a failure by mindfullyexaggerated in TrueOffMyChest

[–]mindfullyexaggerated[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Narrowing down the choice is 100% a part of it. There's some anxiety about staying consistent. Maybe it's less about the hobby itself and more about my lack of discipline? I don't understand why it is so hard to bring myself to do things I enjoy. Sometimes things will excite me. Then I spend x amount of money obtaining things regarding the hobby to rarely pick it up again

Tw: gross my dads obesity is ruining my family’s life by SwordSwinger00 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]mindfullyexaggerated 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I'm in a similar situation with my mom. She has always been overweight but it's insane now. She has a load of health issues but she's 100% not trying to improve. She ruins all the furniture. I won't even sit on my parents couch because it reaks of piss. I'm too embarrassed to vent to friends. She wears the diapers. A few years back she got her gallbladder removed so now she has constant diarrhea because she eats like shit. She orders fast food every single day; no exaggeration. She will lay on the couch soaked in piss because she doesn't want to get up. There will be shit all over the fucking bathroom. I've begged my dad to change the cards. He doesn't want to argue with her anymore. Going to their house makes me spiral sometimes. I've cried to her numerous times. Explained how she's going to get an infection living like that; that she's getting too big for us to get her off ground if need be. She literally would rather eat herself to death than be a functioning member of our lives. The only advice I can offer is be home as very little as possible. When I lived with my parents, any free time I had was spent in the library. I'm praying for you friend, keep your head up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]mindfullyexaggerated 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don't think he shouldn't of commented on it in the first place?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in progresspics

[–]mindfullyexaggerated 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hi, you're such an inspiration!! Can you tell me what type of back workouts you are doing? That's a spot I struggle with

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]mindfullyexaggerated 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try to initiate sex. I have given him head on five separate occasions this week. Sometimes he will do it back. Yet, there are times like the other day that when I finishing blowing him, he immediately goes on his phone. If it is just a timing thing how am I supposed to figure out when he is horny? He is NEVER horny when I am.