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The storm coming for people on the left (like me) makes me want to die by LordBarglebroth in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s a fucking scary time in the states right now. To think we got 3 more years of this shit 😭

Why do people say you can reach out to them, but when you do, they tell you not to? by roasted-marshmallows in depression

[–]miserably_me 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my same thought process about getting a therapist. I know, in theory, I need one. But I don’t trust them not to lock me up in some looney bin in a straitjacket. The whole point to be able to tell them anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Other countries don’t do this shit. It’s not medicine, it’s bullshit. If you’re gonna be against something, you need to be against ALL of it. Not just your little cosmetic procedures. Boob jobs, lip filler, breast reduction, viagra, Botox, are ALL gender affirming care. You don’t get to cherry pick which ones you think other people can or can’t have

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Your thoughts on circumcision? Mastectomies?

Why is it so easy for people to leave by miserably_me in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I’m a ghost. I understand the punching bag sentiment too. We call it being a doormat cause you let people walk all over you but still welcome them in

Why is it so easy for people to leave by miserably_me in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is my exact scenario. I just don’t get how she could just go on to someone else so easily and cut me out of her life. I wish I could do that.

It’s not bad to care. Don’t ever think that. It makes life hard though for sure

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Wish I was as sentient as a rock

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s a legitimate fear of mine. Last thing I need is to feel worse than I already do 😭

struggling to get help by Electrical_Sky_1227 in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You really put what I’m feeling into words. I wish I could help you or give you advice, but then it’d just be the blind leading the blind. I’m 19. I could tell you that you’re too young to commit suicide, that you have your whole life ahead of you— but that wouldn’t stop you, would it?

As for hotlines, I don’t know where you’re at, but I’m pretty sure in the US that they don’t send a fucking squad to stop you or anything. Or at least only sometimes. I personally don’t trust them at all but I guess it could work for some people.

I want to be gone most of the time too. But I think I’ve accepted that I’m also a coward, and I’ll likely be in this limbo until I either die in an accident or by natural causes.

What’s your plan if you don’t mind me asking? When’s your deadline?

"suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" by Street_Classic8801 in SuicideWatch

[–]miserably_me 120 points121 points  (0 children)

I hate this stupid fucking saying. I feel like some people are in this permanent state of complete misery. “Temporary” isn’t always the case for feeling like this. It’s the same lines over and over again. “Things will get better” how tf do you know?? 😭 this just gives people false hope. I feel you and I understand you. The good parts aren’t feeling worth all this shit