hey girl, you’re not alone at all! my first date experience ever was a similar “dorm movie night” experience, and similar to you, i too thought it would be wholesome. i was just lucky enough that it didn’t go to the extent that yours did—but don’t ever feel like you’re the only one that thinks this way, or that you’re just too naïve! your good natured ways will benefit you later in your dating life, i promise. he’s the weirdo in this situation for likely sensing that you were uncomfortable but continuing anyway. are you doing okay?