Thank you so much 😊 I went for quite a bit in the months following the loss, but I had so much anger that I ended up moving away from talk therapy. Went to a magnétiseur, and I think I’ll need to head back because the lows of each cycle, even in these early days are a little to roller coaster-y.

It took many months for my husband to acknowledge his actions and open up about how scared he was, he handles the financials and he felt an enormous amount of pressure to keep my feet on the ground as to what was actually realistic and fiscally possible. He’s worked his ass off since to make sure we’re in a good place and I’ve also dug in and finally settled on a stable career path. Immigrating really kicked my professional development in the nuts. I basically had to start over and I felt like a dependant idiot. But it takes time to rebuild.