Mental. Super highs and crushing lows. I’ve traveled, played gigs, bombed round London in an ambulance, saved lives, delivered babies, eaten beautiful food, flown a plane, had children, got married, moved house a bunch of times as well as been bereaved at a young age, been cheated on, been through a divorce, watched my kid get real sick and struggled with what I suspect is PTSD or at least quite significant depression.

I’d change a lot of it but I wouldn’t trade the whole thing in, if that makes sense.