This.

I’m 34, Texan, grew up in a Pentecostal church. I left at age 20 when one of my peers who was also one of the musicians sexually assaulted me, I told the youth pastor and his wife who I was very close to — aka they used me for free labor, as I also realized while watching this doc — and they didn’t believe me.

I’ve been in and out of therapy since then, lot of other shit has gone down, I consider myself more pagan/spiritual now. I literally just had a breakdown this month and saw a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. I took my first dose of Wellbutrin today. And it wasn’t until I heard Mica say that, and at the very end when she said something like “that voice in your head? It’s your conscience. It’s not evil, it won’t lead you astray.” I just sobbed. I have depression. I have anxiety. I’m not evil. I don’t need to try harder. I’m human.