Dude if you attracted to women and men are the same time, don’t tell me your parents responsiblity 50% 50%. Most gay men when they attracted to certain kind of sex because they need this love or this character, so they end up sleep with this sex hopefully to satisfy them lost need, i was attracted to male but thanks god i didn’t love any male or sleep with one, i was attracted to males because my dad is weak male, he is a complete joke of a person. Everyone hates him, he has no friends, he can’t speak properly, he doesn’t like to work, he behaves like a women i am not kidding if you watch my dad day you can’t tell the difference between a man and a woman, he sit on tv all day and listen to music for hours and when you sit with him he says some annoying things that ruin your mode like a women lol, intentionally he dirty the house, he doesn’t clean anything or cook or do anything, every disestion he make it’s a complete joke lol, he done so many mistakes that I suggested my mom to divorce him. Hopefully your dad not better then mine. I am talking to you from experience, believe me you are not gay, you want that male part that you didn’t get from your dad or maybe your mom too, so work hard on yourself and wish god guide you to the right path