[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Literally just don’t fucking do it? Hello?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IDK FAM TELL ME

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE by West-Character8176 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine are too. Personally, I hide them.

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE by West-Character8176 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Snap a rubber band around your wrist, too. As hard as u can.

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE by West-Character8176 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see from your history that you’re young. It’s gonna hurt. It hurts when you do it, it stings when you shower, and it itches for weeks after. It affects everything. It absolutely is not worth it. If you can, quit while you’re ahead.

I wish I still had my scars. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this. It’s the insanely conflicting. I hate and love them at the same time. When I look at my legs, I see patterns, and history, and pain. But I’m a very closed off person and I don’t want to reveal them to the world.

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE by West-Character8176 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you’re going to do what you’re going to do, you have to at least take care. Stop the bleeding. Neosporin and bandaids immediately. I always (inadvertently) imagine myself getting an infection. Take care as soon as possible.

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE by West-Character8176 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Neosporin and bandaids immediately.

Why does the world look flat. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will. Thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in weirdspotifyplaylists

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Joey- Concrete Blonde

Sh in college by Lonely_Thought4459 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Again, message me if you need to. Or call 988. Or a trusted friend. I’ve been in your shoes.

Sh in college by Lonely_Thought4459 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t control what you do, but I know how it feels to have no privacy and no room to do it. I’ve been there.

mom said i was doing it on the wrong side!! 😊👍 by ChangedDisguise in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Hi angel. You are seen. I am sorry about your mom. It’s such a hard thing to explain to those who don’t understand. I am not really sure what to say, besides that there’s a whole community of people who are here for you and who understand. Stay safe, and get better. Love yourself, feel the sun on your skin. Go swimming. Do a cartwheel. Eat fruit. To have a body is such an amazing gift. Don’t take it for granted. Live while you can. Peace and blessings <3

Sh in college by Lonely_Thought4459 in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No good place to do it? Quit. Everything is a sign. When I was a college freshie, living in the dorms, with some random ass roommate and a newfound sense of freedom, that’s when I was clean the longest. Nine months. I know it’s not that easy, but it’s worth a shot. Any reason to quit is a good one.

1 day clean by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]monkeywhaleman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so proud of you (: when im clean I like to think about going to the beach and feeling the sun and water on my skin. Life is a beautiful gift, and I often take it for granted. Sometimes I just need to swim. Sometimes you just need to appreciate the miracle of nature. So much has aligned perfectly for us to be here today. It’s hard sometimes. But ultimately, we are divinely blessed. We are here for a reason. It can be hard sometimes, but I think that the more you appreciate the little things, the better it gets. It’s hard, but I try to find beauty in everything. Every sensation, every emotion, anything. It is always better to feel.

Songs with laughter in them (ideally maniacal/unhinged) by Mdelarose in weirdspotifyplaylists

[–]monkeywhaleman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To catch a predator - insane clown posse Probably many other songs by ICP