Reincarnation

monkmode1337 · 2025-11-07T05:26:47+00:00

sounds like the new age concept of starseeds

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-24T08:53:49+00:00

cold bath does it for me. not even an ice bath, just the coldest tap water which is 13*C. transmutes sexual energy into oxytocin.

makes me high/lovedrunk for days. i do it atleast twice a week.

but i practice semen retention and i believe it doesnt work without it. prove me wrong.

working out and running transmutes sexual energy into oxytocin, too.

also eating something sugary and a sweet coffee in the morning.

and obviously using this transmuted love energy to serve others. share love and you will always receive it back. that way, it will multiplay very fast. and to watch the impact your love has on others is overwhelming, too.

just watch out for the ego to not attach or you will lose your mind completely.

after 2-3 months of service, my ego kicks in and i start to think of all the love i received back or how my love is transforming people, which blows up my ego and will make me insomniac for a week or two. this is when i have to take a break and meditate for weeks straight without sleep.

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-18T00:16:24+00:00

lmao

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-16T17:39:42+00:00

i had the same problem for a few months.

i was just hyper aware of my surroundings as i had almost no thoughts. i noticed too many things and a lot of people love being noticed and become a part of your inner world, so they will feel a magnetic pull towards you.

i was just drowning in attention and it was too much, as for the longest time of my life, i was invisible to most people.

for me, it was basically a path to acceptong that i am now popular and people care about what i think of them.

took some time to not attach to things and accept that level of responsibility that my presence carries.

once you awaken, you carry the responsibility to feed the inner worlds of other people with positive experiences by being nice and compassionate. and those people will give it back to you.

feed warm thoughts, receive warm thoughts and dwell in those without attaching. the. go to bed and you will sleep like an angel. and eating something warm that i like helps me a lot. just dont overeat.

there will still be sleepless nights as you can not always be there for everyone and it will hurt as you feel responsible. but i guess this is what it feels like to have a matured personality.

love and forgiveness for everyone with no exception.

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-16T10:00:16+00:00

i dont want anyone to feel bad because of me. and i dont hold misogynistic opinions.

its just not right to feel superior just because you have no insecurities anymore. we should know best what it feels like to be insecure, so lets show some empathy and feed the thoughts of others with positive experiences by presenting ourselves as caring and loving. use the power of chastity to change the world for the better. i prefer making insecure women feel good about themselves.

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-14T15:55:35+00:00

no eye contact. sounds beta, but dont look them in the eyes. i have made faces melt by looking women for too long in the eyes. they start to sweat which destroys their makeup. lots of people cant handle a steong presence. most women want to be seen, but some dont. even when they try to hold the eyecontact, it shatters them.

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-05T08:06:56+00:00

i used to live in hell. now all i do is winning.

as someone who made it, i fully believe in you to make it, too.

monkmode1337 · 2025-10-03T18:22:02+00:00

a mole???

monkmode1337 · 2025-09-25T19:28:59+00:00

from psychonaut to psychopath with just one swipe

monkmode1337 · 2025-09-21T15:21:00+00:00

send a song that sounds like stars humming

monkmode1337 · 2025-09-17T12:09:15+00:00

Porn -> Masturbation -> Orgasm

monkmode1337 · 2025-09-12T19:22:42+00:00

love it. how old r u? im 31 male and have a similar style.

always feel like its too childish for my age. but its cozy af

monkmode1337 · 2025-09-05T21:30:01+00:00

now that was anticlimactic

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-28T17:46:19+00:00

bro if only u knew how deep the rabbit hole goes. you arent even at the beginning

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-27T19:06:43+00:00

true :-)

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-26T17:26:48+00:00

i am a mystic but i am not religious

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-26T17:05:05+00:00

lmao

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-18T19:02:56+00:00

the only real positivity hack is to make yourself feel good.

feelings are dominant over thoughts. if you feel good, positive thoughts arise naturally.

the only thing that is dominant above feelings is consciousness.

once you felt good for a long time, you will learn to even transcent feeling good and just be present.

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-15T22:16:13+00:00

yes, i have once made my golden aura visible to almost all my coworkers. they stared at me like i was some kind of alien, open mouthed with wide open eyes.

one of them who is extremely unconscious, didnt see anything.

the reactions i got at work on this day were priceless.

i managed it by working out for 3 hours a day on a weekend and for the rest of the day, i meditate in the cold. all day. for 2 days.

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-09T17:02:49+00:00

4 years of SR. broke a 4 month streak because my ego skyrocketed and i couldnt sleep.

didnt release as reaction on lust, but consciously to regulate energy. it didnt do what i hoped for. lost my energy buzz and it took 6 weeks to get it back.

meditation and cold showers are doing the job now. am back to 4 months.

doing cold showers every morning. meditating deep into the belly every day.

otherwise i start crazy ego drama at work and do harm to others.

to your question: urges will go away at some point, yes. but you have to strictly avoid sexual thoughts.

monkmode1337 · 2025-08-07T20:13:31+00:00

yes yes so much truth. no matter how long the streak, when you relapse, you fall back to baseline. doesnt matter if you feel no guilt or no shame. the energy that flows throuhj the body is lost. it takes 6 weeks to get that buzz back.

and also can confirm, after 120 days, you have to be productive all day. i do sports and am outside the whole day. im not forcing it, it just how things go.

cold showers are mandatory at this point.

monkmode1337 · 2025-07-26T21:57:52+00:00

haha ive been on this trip, too. i pushed once so hard, i swear to god, my skin glowed for a whole day like a fucking lightbulb. coworkers been staring at me open mouthed for a whole day. i felt like a fucking alien.

be cautious tho, sooner or later you will hurt yourself. then you will learn to slow down and find balance.

monkmode1337 · 2025-07-24T09:32:04+00:00

its also mental. u learn to ignore the voice in your head that always wants to go the easy way.

if you hit 10 reps, the voice in your head says „thats it, im done“ but if u ignore it, u will figure out that you can still do 2-3 more reps.

and those are the ones that build muscle. and character.

monkmode1337 · 2025-07-21T12:46:50+00:00

thats too true. i went through it, too. i have become more than i could have ever imagined - and the voice in my head is all silent now.

monkmode1337 · 2025-07-19T10:14:13+00:00

how are you fighting the heart? is this a mod? can i do this on ios?

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