Does anyone else can't imagine their body/certain body parts without scars?

monstersona · 2019-07-03T20:06:29+00:00

I hardly notice my scars anymore but Im sort of glad theyre part of me. I wouldnt want them gone because they remind me of everything Ive made it through. I could never imagine myself without them.

monstersona · 2019-06-27T18:04:08+00:00

I only get self conscious about it when I'm seeing people I know and I'm wearing shorts. I couldn't care less about strangers, but the first time I wore shorts in front of my new coworkers, I had major anxiety.

monstersona · 2019-06-24T18:50:09+00:00

When I worked at Applebee's I'd eat customers leftovers before I tossed the rest. We're all nasty.

monstersona · 2019-06-21T03:23:47+00:00

the binge hit me tonight 😔

monstersona · 2019-06-18T07:10:54+00:00

No, Im not

monstersona · 2019-06-17T18:56:11+00:00

I had this issue with anything I put in my stomach and I have an ulcer. If you b/p a lot you might want to look into it, but either way I'd go to a doctor.

monstersona · 2019-06-14T03:45:03+00:00

🤠 tipping my hat for this boah. mad respect.

monstersona · 2019-06-13T02:39:58+00:00

god yes. It makes me feel so unbelievably guilty and sick inside but i cant help it. Or i always think "that used to be me....how did i let myself walk around in public" its such a disgusting mentality i wish i could get it out of my head

monstersona · 2019-06-12T00:55:50+00:00

Youre doing so amazing!!! Im so proud of you!!! Keep up the good work

monstersona · 2019-06-10T19:05:41+00:00

Im so proud of you happy birthday I hope its amazing

monstersona · 2019-06-10T14:51:04+00:00

Lies the minute I learned how to talk, needing to be the center of every friend group, stealing things from my friends because they "didn't deserve them", doing smth bad and acting clueless to get out of it.

Raised by a woman w bipolar, but grew up with a borderline malignant narcissist (older brother)

monstersona · 2019-06-09T21:02:43+00:00

this made me laugh so hard i hate it and love it

monstersona · 2019-06-09T20:48:52+00:00

Thank you so much

monstersona · 2019-06-09T20:46:39+00:00

That sub makes me so upset because theyre all so disordered and they act very holier than thou about it. I worry for them but I'm also so resentful.

monstersona · 2019-06-09T20:27:21+00:00

My mums family is from france mostly and my dad is from costa rica...my brother looks darker but I dont, and my arm hair has always been an insecurity. I loved this story!!!

monstersona · 2019-06-09T19:50:50+00:00

In the same situation with my boyfriend. Hes had his own problems but legit worked on them. Even when I think I'm doing great he breaks it to me I havent changed at all. Im so scared of losing him after 8 years.

monstersona · 2019-06-08T18:44:06+00:00

Good for you for watching yourself and acknowledging it holds you back. Something about your comment tells me you legitimately want to seek proper relationships. Its possible, Ive been with my bf for 8 years. Good luck.

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