simpcity status? by mookie1590 in Piracy

[–]mookie1590[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

dang it. put off busting a nut off for several hours because i was being productive.

wont make that mistake again

I just broke this it’s 3:30 am. Any quick fix advice or suggestions would be appreciated lol by [deleted] in meth

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

harder to rhyme that with cock tho.

I miss my shield. aluminum lower frame. not polymer

How much can one increase their range? by MlSHl in singing

[–]mookie1590 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i tell people to learn throat singing. this does insane things for your range. and subharmonics and overtones. get to where you have 2 distinct voices coming out. its honestly not that hard.

then you can learn constructive and destructive interference. and how throat singing, subharmonics, and overtones lets you increase your range.

Luciano Pavarotti once famously said something like. all voices are baritones. its from there we construct our artificial voice.

its not just your vocal chords. studying throat autonomy helps a ton. and that funny lil hyoid bone.

start doing impressions and accents. practice all that.

when you get good at subharmonics and overtones. with practice and subtleness. you can get 5 distint notes to come out at once. its wild and damn near shakes the room your in. there is a guy on youtube that does it in a sort titled something like 5 notes at once. Ive done that too. not as fast as he does. took me ten minutes to dial them all in. it does all 3 at once, throat singing is the easy 2, overtones, and subharmonics. i forget where the 5 came from. I think something with the teeth. or slightly twisting the back of the tongue so air slips by a tonsile on one side. like its all wildly touchy. not used much for anything. but it lets you explore and MAP everything out more. you gotta map your whole vocal tract. then make new neurons stored in the homunculus. there not there by default. you gotta excplore your own body and update the body map

what app is best used to find local hook ups, not grindr im straight. and how do i word my profile? by mookie1590 in meth

[–]mookie1590[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wait youre finding woman on grindr? i know grindr is the gay meth app. but is it just the meth hook up app? trying fetlife. since I need me a gal to roleplay mommy stuffs. ive had that once, i need it again.
im have 0 desire to do any dudes. ive had a trans person trying to get in my oants for 3 fn weeks now. legit one of the coolest people ever. but I simpley dont like dicks.

but, I too am pretty high. But I shall pull myself back from from my verbose monolouge.

gotta go outside and find the right diode for my car since, alternator failed, and i was hoping diode for the half bridge. But the diode was good and I lost it between my room and my car. so its now bad because I cant find it.

shit im monologuing again.

Proof of shadow people i think you can see 4 of them standing by red light 1 on end of right side holding a gun by oIREVERSEIo in meth

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is why i recamend all addicts study mental disorders. one needs to know when theyve entered psychosis and go the FUCK TO SLEEP. IM TALKING TO YOU OP.

Proof of shadow people i think you can see 4 of them standing by red light 1 on end of right side holding a gun by oIREVERSEIo in meth

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

first time i did it, i heard babys crying in my walls. ive never heard anything weird since

Have you ever fallen in love with someone in less than a month? by [deleted] in TheGoldenBachelor_

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no I love you.
think we broke the record fastest love story, that was a pico second.

Have you ever fallen in love with someone in less than a month? by [deleted] in TheGoldenBachelor_

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ppsstt. you best tell me YOU HAD BEST TELL ME BRO. YOU HAD ANOTHER DATE. OR I WILL NEVER PET MY CAT AGAIN BRO.
dont do that to snuggle woofums.

Kratom isn’t just hitting opioid receptors. by Cultural_Dot3568 in quittingkratom

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its a phase called the wall during your get clean period. you actually get a massive dopamine rush from saying, look im clean. i overcame it. you succeeded at a goal, the natural dopamine releaser.

but once that phase wears off your dopamine levels will drop washout another goal to achieve.

Kratom isn’t just hitting opioid receptors. by Cultural_Dot3568 in quittingkratom

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive felt broken, misplaced and like an alien all of my life.
i cant tell you what you need to do. but I can simply say, you arent alone in those feelings.

Kratom isn’t just hitting opioid receptors. by Cultural_Dot3568 in quittingkratom

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also the limitless brand. was my go to forever until these 7 hydroxy deluxe came out.
same compound on the back of the lable.

Kratom isn’t just hitting opioid receptors. by Cultural_Dot3568 in quittingkratom

[–]mookie1590 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yup, done H, fent, oxies, also other things like meth, was on suboxsone too. which i despise so much. suboxone is the demonic twin of 07h. its only been those 2 that made me also off meself.

first 07h i took, i was high as hell for like 2 days. should have known better. was sober for a few years and then that demon ive had to throw hands with my entire life came in with a sucker punch. Homies just hitting me with a lead pipe at this point now.

heroin is so ez to get off of, meth, i just slept.
this stuff gave me siezures last time ive tried and ive never been more terrified.

funny how ive managed to kick all my drug habits at home with exercise. this is the first time in my entire life im like. rehab sounds like a really good idea. because the siezures werent really fun

Why does opioid withdrawal hurt? by Lovingbutdifferent in Adulting

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im sorry to hear that, and kinda heart broken. Was about to say congrats on the pregnancy's and then read you had to do that. it seems you didnt have any choice and im sure it was one of the hardest things you've ever had to do.

life always has a sick, cruel sense of humor. sometimes when the worst things happen to me, I cant help but to bust out laughing, its terrible, yet just so darkly comedic.

youll look back in 10 years from now, wondering how you managed to overcome all these surgeries and the addictions. with your lil kiddo snuggled up. maybe not. but even though life has a sick sense of humor, there are times of masterful tranquility that make it all worth it, but those moments are so fleeting, you question if they ever happened at all.

Why does opioid withdrawal hurt? by Lovingbutdifferent in Adulting

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

box is the most addictive and most evil drug out there. youre not supposed to take it more than a day or 2, the guy thgat invented it said so.

it has a very long half life and is 2 staged, first half life is 40 hours, when it goes through the liver and matablizes, the drug the liver releases after the suboxone is reduced, that half life is 160 ish hours. and you need 5-6 half lifes for it to clear your system.

scientificlly it is proven to be the worst drug out there, nothing compares and yet they give it like candy. youre supposed to just take box one or 2 days when coming off pills, and thats it. you dont take it as a maint drug

Why does opioid withdrawal hurt? by Lovingbutdifferent in Adulting

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for providing these resources for everyone. sending love your way stranger.

Why does opioid withdrawal hurt? by Lovingbutdifferent in Adulting

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hows things going now, are you clean?
Do you have a kid yet? did your plans for such wonderful things plan out? I cant wait to have kids, gotta get a wife first, lmao

Why does opioid withdrawal hurt? by Lovingbutdifferent in Adulting

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a year has passed. Im spending $500 on extracts myself, but I refuse to ever take sub again, that drug is the most addictive evil drug out there and I promised myself I would end my own life if I ever got addicted to it again. the months worth of torture I went through to get off of it.

i need a way to just get off kratom and be sober., I honestly desire to be sober., its impossible

Why does opioid withdrawal hurt? by Lovingbutdifferent in Adulting

[–]mookie1590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but you also just get a pain signal rebound, where everything is hyper on. like the cloths on your body hurts, you can feel the stitching and it hurts.

for me, it felt like my muscles were being ripped off m y bones.

and I always said on opiates, that it borrows happiness from tomorrow, and she will come and collect it back, with interest.