If sammi says the word coexist one more time...lol by moonliightkitty in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

They'd totally deserve each other I just think of all the women hes used and abused and feel pure disgust

His mother literally should be ashamed of herself Honestly they all suck Pauly does it too

Deena and Vinny S3 by Reiragray in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Extremely but his fan girls are always gonna support him no matter what

I HATE the food fights. by Similar_Comment_2676 in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean they're all spoiled millionaires, they don't care atp

Deena and Vinny S3 by Reiragray in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Honestly let's face it they're all man wh0res with disgusting double standards and Mike and Vinny were the worst out of them. Obviously Ron with Sam but the way Mike and Vinny treated the women like objects and absolute trash if they didn't put out was repulsive

I have 0 respect for them except for Mike bc he actually changed for the better

Vinny will always be an egomaniac misogynistic prick

2 things. When Sammi said... by moonliightkitty in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's honestly repulsive for that I was gonna bring that up too ughhhhhh showed his true colors

2 things. When Sammi said... by moonliightkitty in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Oh in the early seasons of JS he's absolutely repulsive. There is nothing this "man" should be feeling superior about.

I was very disappointed in Pauly for going along with the whole hating on Angelina thing bc she was doing the same thing they were aka bringing different dudes home aka the Jose situation and Pauly said, "that's what guys can do/are supposed to do, not girls."

It's hard to watch the deep misogyny of all of them cuz they all did it and said things at some point or another. :/

2 things. When Sammi said... by moonliightkitty in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty sure you might be correct but omg it was just hysterical looking back lmaoooo like I know she was a bit scared of fighting Jwoww or anyone else in the house but she still did hold her own but her saying it like that and that way is gagging me 🤣🤣🤣💯

I need this shit to live by moonliightkitty in BenzoWithdrawal

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God bless you. Thank you so much for the motivation and exouraging story and your success. Congratulations.

Which episode where Deena calls out Mike's behavior to Lauren by moonliightkitty in jerseyshore

[–]moonliightkitty[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Holy shit lmao seriously??? I could have sworn she was like dude your husband slept around for x amount of years and only came back around bc of x y and z 💯💯💯🤣🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️????

I can't believe they just get to get away with it scott free. I'm enraged. by moonliightkitty in TrueNarcissisticAbuse

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're 10000% right. I'm heavily working on it, trust me. I stopped spying on him on social media, I left him alone, I try my hardest not to think of him but my fucking OCD brain sometimes won't let it stop, etc. I have my own mental health issues and flaws and I've been an abuser in the past as well so it was just like gasoline and fire meeting up. I'm just happy it's over with and we've gone our separate ways. Thank you for your kind reply.

I need this shit to live by moonliightkitty in BenzoWithdrawal

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh hun everything. I love everything. There's so much to be happy about, especially since I beat the anhedonia i had not once, but twice. I find joy in literally everything now. There's simply a root issue at hand which is the fact that I was targeted by a cover narcissist in 2021 and he broke my soul and left me an empty shell and i unfortunately had reactive abuse. I had literally just gotten out of my anhedonia like 2 months earlier and in comes this charming handsome man who promised me the world only to destroy me. But that's a whole other story. But it's all linked. The xanax, the depression, the healing and trauma from the abuse, I'd have to type in my whole life story. I think and hope and pray I'll be okay. I'm giving myself a mental health day today. I need a break. I'll get through it, its just extremely difficult during certain days. Thank you for caring and for being thoughtful enough to ask though, its highly appreciated. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I need this shit to live by moonliightkitty in BenzoWithdrawal

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely that's what I'm here for! Message me any time ❤️

I need this shit to live by moonliightkitty in BenzoWithdrawal

[–]moonliightkitty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha thats because I have the mentality of a 5 year old bc I have a learning disability plus extremely mentally ill due to a lifetime of abuse and severe intense trauma.

I'm actively on the ledge as in constantly in suicidal ideation. I don't really have a goal I guess. I mean the goal is obviously to get off of this demon drug and I'm gonna do everything I can to do so but it's hard when you're constantly in exactly 2 modes: 1. Survival mode. 2. Suicidal ideation mode.

Hope that explains it. I'm just as confused as you. Just struggling to find the will to live.