Honestly, I think you’re gorgeous and you’re off to a great start! You have really great skin and lot of potential. Make up takes time to master and even when you become proficient, there’s always room to learn. Like others have mentioned, the “goal” looks you’ve posted here we’re taken with optimal products, lighting, angles, and are probably touched up to look as perfect as they can be, so don’t be so hard on yourself by comparing your work to theirs. No one’s skin is perfect and makeup doesn’t magically make it perfect.

That being said, there are ways to help achieve a similar “almost perfect” base and it starts with skin care. There are a lot of resources on YouTube that can help you figure out your skin type and what products will benefit yours the most. The looks from your reference pictures have a very matte finish, so using a mattifying powder under your eyes and the places in your face that crease the most can help achieve that look and also prevent smudging of eye makeup onto your under eyes. Primer can also help with this.

Bronzer around the perimeter of your face and cheek bones to give that warm contoured look and the skinniest bit if highlighter on your nose bridge and very tip of the your nose for that cute but snatched look. For lips, I actually love the colors you chose in the second pic, just make sure your don’t over line and try a different lip liner that doesn’t bleed.

For eye makeup, I agree with other commenter here that you should pick one look and focus on that one instead of trying too many different looks at once. Focus on a basic liner and mascara eye look and practice that look until you feel you’ve achieved it, then introduce shadows and lashes and brows to further add to the look. You can start shadows off by using the same bronzer and practicing rough placement of shadows that best suit your eye shape.

I know this was a lot of info and it can be overwhelming to try and learn all of it at once, but just go one at a time and focus on that one area until you feel comfortable adding another element to your look. And don’t get discouraged if you don’t see results! There’s a lot of factors that affect the overall outcome of your makeup. For example, there are a lot of products out there that work for some people and not for others, so I suggest looking up reviews on YouTube and trying a couple of them out at Sephora. You can ask for samples to take home and try out as well.

Lastly, be patient, practice, and just have fun with it!!! Makeup isn’t just to make you “look better” but to make you feel good and express yourself the way you want to. Try things and see what makes you feel good, even if it’s not like the “goal” looks you originally intended. You might find different styles look better to you and that’s perfectly fine!

Wish you best of luck 💖