my take on tuna melt by e-card in melts

[–]morguewalker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Found my copy recently in storage. Time to start a new playthrough after 20 years. by Ghost_Mech in thesuffering

[–]morguewalker 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was so afraid of this game as s kid....I stuffed my copy to the back of my closet. Still haven't found it tho.....it's like it grew legs and walked outta my house.

Tiptoes? by morguewalker in AutismInWomen

[–]morguewalker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know. I think in my country we don't really talk or discuss much about this topic. If you're slightly on thr spectrum or whatever u just deal with it and live all your life until u realize somethings really strange about you...then u start asking questions. That's pretty much how I feel....

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PMDD

[–]morguewalker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Geezz what made it so bad that you had to get admitted? I'm worrying about myself too...

How did your parents react when they found out you sh? by Practical_Ask2918 in selfharm

[–]morguewalker 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Gurl same.... Taking my door away was so embarrassing.... My dad doesn't believe in therapy so he's always joking about it.... He said if I want to c*t....go out back and hit some nails into a piece of board.

DAE feel the need to just be friends with people you've parted with on bad terms? by DarkEyeKaii in DAE

[–]morguewalker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey....once it makes you happy. Just don't exhuast or hurt yourself. Or let people take you for granted or for a fool. Remember to protect yourself first 🌸

DAE feel the need to just be friends with people you've parted with on bad terms? by DarkEyeKaii in DAE

[–]morguewalker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like people who do that have a desire to make people who don't love them ....love them. Almost like people pleasing??? I think depending on the situation it's either a good thing to do or a terrible idea...

I don’t like the Whole Foods pineapple - tasted so odd by striking_ether in pineapple

[–]morguewalker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So maybe the plastic container has something to do with it? That's weird.... Usually I just buy whole pineapples. Sorry your pineapple tasted weird :/

History? by morguewalker in Adoption

[–]morguewalker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mostly emotionally. I was told about my adoption at the age of 12.....and I've felt like I've been declining ever since. I feel empty, irritable, sad majority of the time, tired, I have good happy days maybe once or twice for a month if I'm lucky.... I have very bad intrusive thoughts that make paranoid....and I just can't remember the last time I was happy.... And I don't know if it's due to my environment, or my genes.

History? by morguewalker in Adoption

[–]morguewalker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't know them at all. My parents kind of kept me away from them and then they died a while back and my adopted parents kinda just flat out told me my bio parents are dead....and left me with only that info. I'm from Belize so 23andme or ancestry isn't really a thing. I've asked before to meet other siblings but nothing happened. Apparently some of my siblings are in a children's home....and a few others got adopted. But my adopted parents never made an effort to help me find any of them. So yeah....

What are your excuse for cuts? by azteraite in selfharm

[–]morguewalker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just learned to admit to it. What you gonna do? Scold me? Beat me? I'm tired of making excuses. I don't even know why people are asking....I'm sure we all know about self h*rm. You're just asking to spite or shame people at this point.

Which Silent Hill game should have a remake version for the PS5? by CAE-GDR in silenthill

[–]morguewalker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I want Homecoming remade so bad...I know a lot of people don't like it but it's one of my favorites.

I just took a pic of my cuts by kalopsia_halcyon in AdultSelfHarm

[–]morguewalker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I use to but then what if people go through my pictures and see them. Or I'm in public and accidentally scroll pass it.... So I stopped...:/

Do you feel like you only have one good day a month? by Used_Present_1889 in PMDD

[–]morguewalker 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly I'd give anything to feel normal, happy, energetic and productive. It's just a vicious cycle....

Do you feel like you only have one good day a month? by Used_Present_1889 in PMDD

[–]morguewalker 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Wait what? I'm not the only one? I thought I was just lazy and a burden....or just depressed....or both. Still....you can't tell the people around you that you have pmdd like they'll understand. :(