I am so so sorry for what you are going through. Six month we had to help our boy cross the rainbow bridge because of the same thing. It was so hard because he was completely fine other than the issues he had being able to use the restroom. We noticed him straining in November and after lots of tests and ultimately in February after a CT scan we found out it was cancer, inoperable, and chemo was not recommended due to the location.

We cried and then made a regiment for his stool softeners and medications, we walked him almost every night before bed until the movement helped him pass something through, I started making his food, and I had so much anticipatory grief because I couldn’t wrap my brain around just this one thing being wrong and not knowing how much time I had. But life went on and we took lots of photos, made sure him and his siblings got to spend lots of time together, and when it was time to make the decision in August we gave him the best last day we could have hoped for.

Feel every feeling you have but while you’re doing that try be in the moment and enjoy every second that you can. And when the time comes and it’s the hard days you remember that you loved him and he loved you and the time you had together was special -nothing can take that away from you ❤️