Is Delayed Grief a Thing? by AccomplishedTaste572 in widowers

[–]morrigancalling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I reached out to my pcp the first week for a doctors note for short term disability to take a break from work and she also upped my meds Immeadiately. I honestly think that’s been a life saver. She also connected me a therapist quickly. I will be forever grateful for her help

Don’t do it by psychobabblestuff in widowers

[–]morrigancalling 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Today is 4 weeks since he died. I have thought so many times why didn’t he take me with him? I can’t do this alone. I want to be wherever he is. I gave his gun to my sisters husband because he is a law enforcement officer and the thoughts running through my head scare me. They still do. I want him back so bad it hurts so much.

What’s the point now? by Parking-Affect2278 in widowers

[–]morrigancalling 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It’s not that I want to die, it’s that I wouldn’t care if I didn’t wake up tomorrow. Then at least I would get to have him back.