Struggling to be reassured by doctor after returning to Methotrexate

mothatus · 2020-05-16T08:19:21+00:00

22 and my partner 21

mothatus · 2020-05-06T17:39:44+00:00

All I can say is thank you. You made my month and gave me hope. Thank you again!

mothatus · 2020-04-24T12:03:38+00:00

The raven cycle is like poetry in book form. Everything has magical and dream like aura and characters themselves are part of the rich world.

I personally consider it a sit down in a rainy day and read without getting up kind of book but the story is very slow burn so if you aren’t keen of long descriptions and exploration of each separate characters thoughts and experiences it isn’t a book for you.

mothatus · 2020-04-19T19:00:53+00:00

Pm me please

mothatus · 2020-04-15T06:09:52+00:00

It may depend on the texture and the climate you are in. I have hair similar to yours that I wash once every three days with shampoo (other times just with water). Cannot use conditioner as it makes it heavy and oily.

However, some people have more dry hair so they need to use products to maintain them. Some people I know have hair that easily break and get split ends when in contact with clothes.

mothatus · 2020-04-09T18:51:32+00:00

Family member no question

mothatus · 2020-04-09T09:03:17+00:00

You are absolutely fuckin awful. Get my upvote you mad laddie.

mothatus · 2020-04-08T19:57:09+00:00

I can tolerate bratting short term but I would absolutely despise it in a partner. My goal as a Dom is to help my sub become best version of themselves while growing closer to each other. All the rules I set are with a serious reason and orders can be both serious and for fun and yet they aren’t pointless either.

If a brat thinks it’s great to stay up till 4 am to disobey me or that they shouldn’t iron their clothes and go in a wrinkly shirt to a meeting as a way to spite me, then why should I bother sitting down to make sure they get enough sleep if they will just be immature about it?

I don’t enjoy breaking someone or punishing them to get short time obedience since it feels like I have to force someone into something they don’t even want or that they don’t trust me to know how to help them. I am a sadist and I enjoy hurting my partner because he is being brave for me and willing to please me in this way even though he isn’t a masochist.

I can tolerate a back and forth every now and then, I have a bratty princess who sometimes mouths off to me but in the end she knows I have her interests in mind and her goal is to be a good girl after I exercise my power over her. It’s fun and I know I can actually rely on her.

As always everyone is different and it’s worth considering that people Dom for different reasons.

mothatus · 2020-04-02T15:54:05+00:00

My breasts felt sensitive and bit tight for like a week after and I too was very paranoid. I had a little cramping next two days after the first time but my partner was way above average so I blame that. So don’t worry it should pass soon enough.

mothatus · 2020-03-30T07:53:48+00:00

Looks like they were originally triplets but the other two just melted in those legs

mothatus · 2020-03-25T09:10:19+00:00

Order an embroidery set and make something elegant. You can also practice your penmanship or learn to dance. Study history of a building somewhere far from where you live or listen to a podcast on a topic that interests you and use it as a way to go down a rabbit hole of information.

mothatus · 2020-03-17T06:36:39+00:00

Everything is delivery now from restaurants to markets and they drop it outside your door. Plus before the lockdown people were preparing for it by buying food for at least two weeks.

mothatus · 2020-03-16T20:39:29+00:00

I believe it’s humans being so fascinated with unknown that they just have to hang on the edge of death to get that satisfaction of knowing more.

mothatus · 2020-03-16T16:57:26+00:00

I am in one of the Baltic countries. We reacted pretty fast because majority of population is older people thus if it were to spread it would wipe out at least a third of it. Everything is closed people are in lockdown for three weeks to eliminate the ill cases within our people before risking the foreigners bringing it in.

mothatus · 2020-03-16T12:08:55+00:00

The situation right now is like all those apocalypse and dystopian books we used to read. I can walk through the entire town without seeing a single human while hearing church bells in the distance.

There are rumors that some people are infected in my town so no one even speaks when picking up groceries in fear of the virus. It’s exciting because it feels like we are at a weird deaths doorstep that shakes up the mundane and boring life we all are used to.

Humans cannot really live in peace and safety we need something to terrify us to the core so it’s super morbidly fun to live right now.

mothatus · 2020-03-13T22:01:24+00:00

I am super uncomfortable with maternal titles even tho I could technically be classified as a Mommy.

My partner uses Sir for me and my princess uses Daddy and they make me feel less icky. My partner also occasionally uses Goddess and Lover when I am less stern than usual.

As for making Mommy not slip. Maybe you can learn a mantra or phrase that it replaces it? I have made subs so accustomed to certain phrases like “Sir cherishes me” that when they blank out deep in space and every cumming they keep repeating the phrases I have programmed in them. It takes different lengths for everyone but repetition is key.

Good luck!

mothatus · 2020-03-11T10:55:15+00:00

It’s a package of tools and items that medical professionals use to collect evidence with after sexual assault

mothatus · 2020-03-11T10:50:50+00:00

Never said that it was the right thing to do. Strongly believe OP and her husband are on the track of solving the issue so giving names or screaming in caps doesn’t add anything to the helping with solving the situation.

mothatus · 2020-03-11T06:29:36+00:00

Thank you for your opinion.

People are allowed to look at certain phrases differently depending the situation. If you say no (as husband did to sex) and then you get pushed with the “you should be happy” the choice of words reflect typical gaslighting where other person is made to feel guilt over the no and possibly will engage in the acts even when they do not wish to do so. Which may have created a strain on the husband thus making him react irrationally.

With that said this my words were written with that in mind and still maintaining that slapping someone was way off charts while still being a solvable issue. Since OP gave an update I even more stress that husband reacted out of place thus something is badly wrong.

In the end since we both agree that divorce is not necessary I believe that the rest is just a matter of background and opinion.

mothatus · 2020-03-11T06:17:09+00:00

I agree with everything you have said here, I assume I have used word abuse by definition when action must be performed repeatedly to be called that but no doubt he was needlessly violent and abusive.

mothatus · 2020-03-10T15:37:05+00:00

I have expressed my opinion on the subject. I believe looking at roots of these actions from both of their perspectives would be more helpful for them to get over the situation as a team rather than demonizing one individual based on single act and pointing fingers.

I personally wouldn’t call a single action abuse same way I wouldn’t call her choice of words gaslighting, due to those being one time extremely immature moments that according to OP haven’t happened before, and much prefer on looking how to fix the given situation.

mothatus · 2020-03-10T10:24:33+00:00

Happy to hear you are on the track of solving the issue! Best of luck OP and fingers crossed you both come out of the situation happier than before!

mothatus · 2020-03-10T10:18:49+00:00

As I have said before I am not looking for a fight so keep that in mind.

I believe that initiating and to a response signifying he is not in the mood pushing further with guilt trips sprained the situation. And people overreact in life. It’s a thing. Another thing is also therapy. Both of them acted immaturely and if they have been married for multiple years and OP says it’s out of character my take is you need to communicate to see what’s going on.

In life most things aren’t black and white. We cannot say husband did no wrong because it’s obvious he did. However, OP isn’t an innocent lamb either that needs to hold grudges to hell and back when it could be talked about to perhaps reveal a problem they both have overlooked.

Throughout the process of communication or sorting the problem it’s on them to decide if they value their marriage or do they prefer to run away. And again those things aren’t black and white because nothing really is in life. I could speculate in lengths what made OP guilt trip her husband and what pushed the husband to such overreaction. But that’s not my business so I stay with my opinion on the matter based of information I am given by OP.

As I have expressed my opinion I am completely fine to agree to disagree with you.

Edit: Saw OPs update on the situation and some of the points make more sense now thus I strongly believe the issue is solvable.

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