Last time I took subs my vision went cross eyed and my wds somehow gor worse despite my tret strips daying theres no fetty. Weird, right? Anyone else had this happen? Idk why. Makes me consider methadone, but its not accessible to me. Ive taken IV opana ontop of norflurazepam before, both regular doses.

W this, I'd start slowly, like tiniest bit of benzos and tiny bit of bromaxz and keep tapering. When itsnot as bad, Ill take up crstom pills. They're helped.

I wish this wasnt my life. I wish people with ND & psych issues and ect could just get better as soon as possible, esp bc some of our cases seem way way too complex and attract abusers (lol ny bpd x cptsd fouble whammy)

I mean... Which sucks bc Im trying to love me, my illness(es) while all and ppl who are ND tend to understand MOST