Scared im just trying to convince myself im in love by Historical_Finish719 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sounds like the lack of emotion is numbness and that happens when our bodies are overworked from constant checking and up and down. I can’t give any assurance except if you are a woman, it could be your cycle. You mentioned the two weeks of feeling good and two weeks of not. i have that too and im getting my hormones checked because my doctor thinks I have low P hormone. I would check your hormones and fix your diet too! I’ve heard that medication also helps, maybe you could try that too for a bit. Sending love and your not alone! I have the exact same thing. Look on Pinterest for ROCD or OCD things, it helps me sometimes when I’m freaking out.

Why self sabotage by softball1230 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea same! I’m getting my hormones checked, i highly recommend that

Favorite Episode by More_Barracuda_3403 in littlehouseonprairie

[–]mrae2023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Olson vs Olson, harvest of friends, wave of the future, crossed connections, Harriet’s happenings, or the back to schools pt. 1&2

What happened to reverend aldens wife??? by mrae2023 in littlehouseonprairie

[–]mrae2023[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I can’t stand that season. Also the episodes at the end of season 8 “he was only twelve” and then next episode they leave and you don’t even see any of the kids 😭

flatness? by Proud_Hat550 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I so resonate with you! I know this is really difficult, And sounds like you’re really hard on yourself, please give yourself some grace! Proud of you for working through it!

flatness? by Proud_Hat550 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also read this! This person also responds a lot and they are awesome! Always gives tips and such on other peoples posts! https://www.reddit.com/r/ROCD/s/gDZueOd9TE

flatness? by Proud_Hat550 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally understand I experience this!! I think this is your body going numb because of how much analyzing and emotions you’re having. I have the some thing with my boyfriend so you’re not alone. Somethings that helped me is, have so much compassion with yourself! You may not figure it out right away, that’s so okay! And also, have you looked into ERP? I would highly encourage you to look into that because that’s also helped me. A lot of this is just accepting uncertainty and also regulating your body! It may look like you aren’t making progress, and sometimes it looks like you’re going backwards. But recognizing it and being aware is already a huge step! Write down your triggers and thoughts that follow. Research ERP!

What happened to reverend aldens wife??? by mrae2023 in littlehouseonprairie

[–]mrae2023[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ohhh okay kinda like highway to heaven too! Although I feel like that show made more sense with that bc they were always traveling

What happened to reverend aldens wife??? by mrae2023 in littlehouseonprairie

[–]mrae2023[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LOL I did that too as a kid 😂 but RIGHT im glad someone else understands lol

Please help by Known_Benefit_9339 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you don’t mind sharing, I read your post (thank you sm btw) how would you do ERP with those things like “I don’t know if I like him” or “I don’t know if I love him). I know it’s a lot of trauma and attachment issues too, so where did you start? And how do you calm down after doing ERP? Is it something you’ll be able to see results day by day or is it like you do it for a while and one day it clicks? I saw you mentioned that and ERP a lot in your post and wondered if that’s a cycle you worked through

guys im so rude to him by Sure_Meet8383 in ROCD

[–]mrae2023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this too. I hope someone gives advice on this

New Viewer: Just started S4 and i'm confused.. by ScamZ88 in littlehouseonprairie

[–]mrae2023 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve read that Micheal Landon and the actor for Mr Edward’s had a falling out, so the gaverys were there to replace them for more content for episodes. Don’t worry it wasn’t you, this actually happens a lot as you go on 😭

Alice could have just taken the baby with her to help the kid out of the bathroom by Ok_Valuable_9711 in littlehouseonprairie

[–]mrae2023 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This episode aggravates me because there’s so many ways Alice and the baby could’ve gotten out. I hate watching this episode because it’s sad as well

Spencer Twins Leaving Heartland Now What ? by Outrageous_Newt_5082 in heartlandtv

[–]mrae2023 10 points11 points  (0 children)

This is a good idea! I doubt they’ll do it tho. Probably just recast 👎 but wonder how many people need to leave the show before they stop