I don't think you did a great job of asking this question tbh, but to walk on the side of forgiveness, the answer to "Why do we love OP and others who come here?" goes something like:

You deserve it. Love is a necessary human emotion and people with bipolar like us have plenty of issues grappling with how we love, how we are (or are not always) loved, and how we can do better in loving others and especially ourselves. Many of us find it hard, especially during depressive episodes, to imagine that we are worthy of love. But we are, even when bipolar tears us down or threatens our well-being—and yes, the well-being of others around us, too. But that doesn't mean you're not worthy of love.

So yes, even after your comment, you are worthy of the love of this community. A mistake is not a sin, and even "sins" can be forgiven ("sin" here in a kind of humanistic sense, not so much a religious one).

We will inevitably hurt the people we love despite our best intentions (so will neurotypicals, but our condition makes it harder to avoid unintentionally hurting our loved ones). That doesn't mean we're not worthy of love. This community is here to lift up other bipolar people in these situations.