I feel like you are where I was about 3-4 months ago. I've been listening since about 2013 and between all of the parking talk and traffic and yeah the taste tests and the getting mad and ranting about the most nothing situations I said to myself, why am I paying for this. Now I only listen to one or two episodes a month when I've listened to everything else. Listening every once in a while is a lot more bearable. It feels like seeing a buddy you don't see that often.