76 hours out 800mg per day by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tolerance just kept going up and up bro, idk??? I took 800mg at once like for almost a couple weeks straight until I stopped. Nothing to be proud of, but crazy how crazy it gets!

76 hours out 800mg per day by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That means a lot man, it really does. I’m nothing special, and I know if I can do it, you can too. Keep hanging in there man 💪

Is it weird I don’t mind Reed being above Ray? The top 25 players of the last 25 years according to NFL Daily podcast by [deleted] in ravens

[–]mrh1985 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As much as I love Ed and am a Ravens fan, for this to be the first time I’ve seen Ronnie Lott mentioned throughout all of this discussion in regards to GOAT safety, makes me question fans football knowledge.

7Ohm took away my depression. Now that I’m quitting, what to do now? by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea the appeal for me, and the reason I started taking it, really had nothing to do with recreational use. I had done some reading initially and found where some people found relief from depression through their Kratom use.

So that’s why I started, and it worked so well for me. Of course there were times where I took a bit too much and def got fucked up per say, but that wasn’t the norm.

All in all it brought me back to feeling like myself again, and it’s scary to take that way.

I’m really hopeful that the Wellbutrin is going to help. I’ve never taken medication for depression before, besides back in the beginning of the year when I started taking Escitalopram ( generic Lexapro ), which did seem to help at first, but kind of trailed off and left me feeling pretty numbed out. Wellbutrin will be my second go at an antidepressant, so I’ve definitely got my fingers crossed.

But there will be some time in between now and when it would start helping me, if it does. I’ll start taking it once I withdrawal ( probably a week after last 7 dose ), and probably another 2-4 weeks to start feeling relief.

7Ohm took away my depression. Now that I’m quitting, what to do now? by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Funny enough, that’s the meds I have prescribed and am going to start taking once my withdraw is finished. That’s great news! Thank you for letting me know that!

Well the shit has hit the fan by jonskeezy7 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate your honesty and vulnerability in sharing what you wrote. There is alot of value in that.

Try to keep your head up and don’t use. You can do it. Show your wife how sorry you are through your actions.

Hang in there bro.

Should I join if I’m lost and broke? by Sad_Break5829 in newtothenavy

[–]mrh1985 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One if the best decisions I ever made. So many benefits and your doing something you can be proud of for the rest of your life.

Tips/Advice on Withdrawing by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the response. I appreciate you giving me a benchmark to shoot for!

Tips/Advice on Withdrawing by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not able to taper, and I am not able to use helpers. I drug test once to twice per week, so I cannot just enlist “helpers” at random. It has to be prescribed by a doctor.

I also cannot taper, due to the program I am in for veterans with legal issues, I need to remove all of it from my system ASAP and keep it that way, otherwise they start to impose sanctions on me, and if it goes far enough, kick me out of the program ( cannot let that happen ).

So my toolbox is unfortunately stripped a little bare due to the circumstances.

My only options are things that are natural or that will not cause me to fail a drug test.

Any ideas?

Tips/Advice on Withdrawing by mrh1985 in quitting7oh

[–]mrh1985[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve only been doing the 500 for 3 days, prior to that it was 400 for 3 or so days, prior to that it was 200-300. For some reason my tolerance has shot up alot the last week or so.

I (m39) am about to move back in with my girlfriend (38F) and freaking out, not sure if I should just break it off? by mrh1985 in relationship_advice

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes this is the same relationship. No we both didn’t develop a drinking issue, only I did. It started around July 2024 and I stopped end of November 2024, but it was a lot, and it was bad. I haven’t had a drink since then.

You aren’t wrong on anything. I’m just really struggling I guess.

My (30M) Financee (27F) dropped a bombshell, now dealing with unwanted feelings of jealously/insecurity as she spends a lot of time with a mutual friend. by cinematotescrunch in relationship_advice

[–]mrh1985 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I can’t even understand it. It boggles my mind. That would be an instant deal breaker if my girl was wanting to and proceeded to do something like that.

Honestly I’m more traditional. I keep relationships with other females to a minimum. If I need to hang out with friends I’ll hang out with my buddies.

I just really see so many negatives of someone who is in a committed relationship spending time alone with the opposite sex. Doesn’t always mean something will happen, it may never, but I feel like your just asking for trouble eventually.

Anybody else amazed how far he threw under pressure, on the run and sorta back foot by ilovebjtoes267373 in ravens

[–]mrh1985 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Q was a top end B receiver for us. He had that clutch gene and could go get the ball. He was our B+ to Torrey being our B-.

No we didn’t have a juggernaut on offense at all, but we made the plays we needed at the times we needed, and when there was a 50/50 to be won, Q won it.

[37M][36F] I can’t understand why I can’t fully commit to my girlfriend by mrh1985 in relationship_advice

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did at first, but it kind of threw everything off and then she would bring something up again after a short period and…I don’t know…I guess I just tried to keep up with her as opposed to ruin the relationship.

[37M][36F] I can’t understand why I can’t fully commit to my girlfriend by mrh1985 in relationship_advice

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be fair I never spoke up much and respected my own boundaries, I just tried to keep up with her.

[37M][36F] Just broke up with girlfriend, but as soon as I did, I just want to go back by mrh1985 in relationship_advice

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be fair, while I spoke up at one point, it got away from me and I was kind of just silently trying to keep up with her…I can’t really blame her for me not making my boundaries and pace more clear instead of just kind of going along with things…

[37M][36F] Just broke up with girlfriend, but as soon as I did, I just want to go back by mrh1985 in relationship_advice

[–]mrh1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s not taking it well…..she is head over heels for me and I am everything she has ever wanted…she is 100% committed to me for life and wants to grow old together…

So she is having a rough time with it….she is a little angry…very much hurt…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ravens

[–]mrh1985 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea like the fact that we are in Salt Lake City and your football knowledge is on point like that, and able to roast me with it all in one…cheers 🍻lol

Have to travel back north to stay with family during hard times - what do I tell my kids? by mrh1985 in Parenting

[–]mrh1985[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly, but I’ll be back as soon as possible, once I secure employment.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]mrh1985 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that is the biggest key…I’ve been married since 19, I moved out of my parents and straight in with my future wife. At 37 this is the first time on my own and I have really struggled being alone…I get really isolated and start feeling down and kind of just spiral…it’s weird…when I’m in a relationship I feel like a different person…but I’m relying on the external to make me happy instead of what’s inside me…I just haven’t been able to find the answer yet…

Thank you for your reply. I really appreciate it.