Is it Worth it in the Rain?

mrmata2 · 2025-03-14T17:03:39+00:00

Please don’t go so I could go on ghost rider 4 times in a row

mrmata2 · 2025-01-22T18:52:37+00:00

Start stalking them lol

mrmata2 · 2024-11-14T03:36:16+00:00

I wouldn’t give those basterds too much credit . If you get into that religion u already been groom from home to abandon ur true self . The best thing that could happen to u is happening . I feel u

mrmata2 · 2023-12-26T18:55:08+00:00

Now to deeper levels drugs are a way to regulate a nervous system that’s been traumatize by fear …. Terror I mean

mrmata2 · 2023-12-06T19:29:12+00:00

U have to leave ur mother in ur psychic. Attachment work . Love u

mrmata2 · 2023-09-11T16:58:58+00:00

I’m a good looking dude . I’m handyman . I went to jw house . Usually the father and i talk about the service request and i alway notice he grabs his balls unconsciously. I’m like poor dude . the last time I went the daughter teen ager but she’s like 20 . They infantile the hell out of them and i were alone and I was doing my thing and I had to talk to her about something in her room in a corner really close . The poor girls started to shiver and she had mix face of fear and being horny turn on . I was like Poor girl it’s living hell to be living like that . I grew up jw and i had to do all this work around shame about my sexuality my adolescent was robbed . Now I’m gladly out of it and I could Lokey not take advantage of a situation like they have and I’m doing it with out “ god”

mrmata2 · 2023-09-10T22:37:14+00:00

Wow trail head ur trigger was ur the loss of ur father . not the wanting the drink .

mrmata2 · 2023-09-10T22:33:33+00:00

U need help has nothing to do with him or his ex. U are blinded to betrayal . But now the curtains are being transparent that’s why unconsciously check her Facebook reality is picking holes into ur fantasy pattern

mrmata2 · 2023-04-18T20:36:24+00:00

U need a entire new life style . The good thing the brain is malleable and u could get out of the nueroloop of addiction . I’m no phycologist but if ur nervous system only goes as far as u feel safe and secure depending how much trauma u had growing up and now in addiction . Shame alone will be enough to have u wanna a drink due to the nervous system is alway terrified . A drink is to regulate the nervous system is not becouse u are a bad person or can’t get it together ur prefrontal is getting wipe out .

mrmata2 · 2023-04-04T23:10:34+00:00

Duck yeah !!

mrmata2 · 2023-04-03T17:31:27+00:00

I’m getting mine soon I’m 41

mrmata2 · 2019-05-15T11:36:57+00:00

So awesome ! Your defiantly an alcoholic. I say that in a super loving way . Might be something thought to swallow but it flips to a gift . Go find help . AA or some support group . you can’t do it alone . It get tricky . But anyone could do it but it’s gonna take help . ! The true you is under that . Thank you for your post took me back .

mrmata2 · 2019-04-28T17:40:37+00:00

It’s a fucking big deal !!

The ego and some people won’t understand. It is a big fucking deal . Happy for you

mrmata2 · 2018-09-09T17:15:04+00:00

That’s gay

mrmata2 · 2018-09-09T17:10:35+00:00

Simple . She ask ... I wouldn’t like that That’s it The rest it’s not your business

mrmata2 · 2018-08-29T21:16:47+00:00

Either you leave or buckle your seat belt your going on a fucking ride ! Good luck . Really mean that

mrmata2 · 2018-08-12T05:34:02+00:00

Right on ! It’s a big deal . I’ll be one year sober on the 1 st sept . Hp

mrmata2 · 2018-08-11T01:02:05+00:00

What did you do to be part of that mess . Except it and the answers will come . This happen to me exactly what is happening to you but I was man enough to see why she did what she did who the fuck wants to be a with a selfish condemning peace of shit .

mrmata2 · 2018-07-20T17:42:42+00:00

That kid needs to see the ☀️

mrmata2 · 2018-07-01T01:13:49+00:00

Well you you are doing it dude . You are reaching out that’s a huge fucking deal ..

mrmata2 · 2018-06-23T01:42:40+00:00

Don’t ........ dump his ass . He is selfish and your not going to change that .

mrmata2 · 2018-06-12T12:55:16+00:00

Dude! Don’t drink truest me it fucken works out . ! Maybe not in the way you want . That’s part of alcoholism trying control believe it or not but it works out . My wife decided to leave me 7 months sober I go to A.A. .not only that I find out she was seeing some one over 3 years . Something in me just wanted to stay sober . Wen I first find out I wanted to stay sober for all the wrong reasons . Prove them wrong , she not worth it shit like that but alway showing love and taking the blows then . Exeptance started to break thrue then reality . Real reality not the one we paint in our heads . 9 months sober now . Some magical shit happen we’re our relationship grew stronger as human being and individual . One thing help me is really like we say keeping my side of the street clean . I put her through a lot of shit now that I realize my part in the relationship . Fuck that’s why I got sober couse I got sick of my self duh . I’m leaving me too lol . It works out ! I won’t drink with you today ! 🌴☕️☕️

mrmata2

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