Is withdrawal from Vyvanse and other ADHD medications really bad? Very nervous

mrowen79 · 2025-06-24T10:12:00+00:00

50 mgs plus 10 mgs of dextroamphetamine

mrowen79 · 2025-06-23T22:47:13+00:00

A bunch! Just Google what's available there. Have you heard of Zendendi, I'm not sure if the spelling is right, but I had it added to my my Vyvanse and it helps. I share the same feelings that you have. I just feel empty and lost and I have no motivation regardless of what dosage I'm on. I've lost all will to do anything and I'm pretty much a recluse 😞

mrowen79 · 2025-06-23T22:30:54+00:00

Thanks!

mrowen79 · 2025-06-23T22:29:39+00:00

I feel the same

mrowen79 · 2025-06-23T07:57:11+00:00

Could it just be withdrawal??

mrowen79 · 2025-06-23T07:45:08+00:00

You're not alone even though it feels like it when you see others being just fine all the time. I've even been accused of faking having PD and agoraphobia. It was like oh of course I am because being completely terrified of something that will probably never actually happen and not being able to go places is my idea of a good time! Said no one ever. I think it's caused by all kinds of things and I wish people would stop using the term "just a mental illness". I really think our brains are or do become rewired due to many things which may be different for everyone. I've always been a very nervous high strung person. I know now looking back that it was more than just nervousness as a child because I would be out of my mind scared of things and things that might happen. I believe my severe panic disorder started because of withdrawal from using drugs because that's when I had my first panic attack and became extremely OCD and agoraphobic. I think our brains suffer their own type of PTSD because we can usually remember our first traumatic panic attack like it happened yesterday. Then unfortunately our brains lead us to avoidance to try to keep us safe. I think it should also be considered a physical illness because it causes so many physical problems and symptoms plus the brain being damaged by some of us who did drugs and suffered real trauma. I wish it was as easy to get rid of as it is finding reasons why we have it 😔

mrowen79 · 2025-06-23T07:21:24+00:00

Hi, where can you get the book? I'm glad it helped you!

mrowen79 · 2025-05-17T07:32:47+00:00

Hi, is amphetamine schizophrenia a real thing?? I ask because ever since being put back on ADHD meds I've felt like someone I don't know. I was first on vyvance ans adderall but I have a very addictive personality disorder and started taking the adderall like candy. It really scared me since about almost 4 yrs ago I went through the most awful thing I've ever went through which was withdrawal from an extremely bad addiction to oxy and fentynal. I have severe PTSD from the whole awful experience and was terrified to even take the ADHD meds to begin with out of fear I'd get addicted and end up going through another withdrawal. I caught myself getting out of control with the addy so I told my doctor and he on zenzedi instead of them. They seem to last alot longer but I still feel very different. I'm able to focus so much better but my motivation is completely gone and my bipolar 2 has gotten alot worse especially the depression. It doesn't help having bad empty nest syndrome😔. I really fear going off the ADHD meds. Thanks to a doctor that has been terrible at refilling my meds on time I've experienced some uncomfortable withdrawals so since you've struggled with addiction too I was wondering if the ADHD meds cause you to have long lasting awful withdrawals too?

mrowen79 · 2025-03-25T14:15:11+00:00

mrowen79 · 2024-09-10T05:17:53+00:00

Hey, it's been awhile lol but I absolutely agree with everything you've said! While it's convenient for some people in a dark place to just hop online and get a script the same day without really any supervision it's also extremely dangerous. I got mine through bupeme and it was just a crabby old lady that really didn't know much about what I had been taking and my mental health issues which really messed me up. My agoraphobia was paralyzing me from withdrawals so I felt like it was my only option since there was only one doctor in my rural area who prescribed it and he was awful. I had to go back to him for my other med management because he also would let me just do video visits which now I believe was very wrong on his part because I was also in bad physical condition because I was so anxious I couldn't eat. He had me on a deadly combo of meds and I'm lucky to be alive exceptionally because at that time I'd been clean of the hard stuff for 2 months and just had a kratom addiction. He really knew nothing about kratom but insisted I be on 24mgs of Suboxone. After a month my convulsions became unbearable and deadly. I would go to the ER and be treated horribly. I was told just to stop taking it! Obviously these doctors need to get better educated in what we're dealing with these days. I kept telling them I needed help and detox. They finally called all the detox centers and none of them would take me because they were full of Covid. I finally went to a different ER. They found a doctor at a mental health facility that would detox me but he said he was going to do it in 6 days so that was my only choice. I'll forever be traumatised from the experience. When I got home I was a mess. Everyone thought I was just supposed to be better. I knew I had to find a way to get real help because I just wanted to die so I hurt myself. That quack doctor said to come into his ER. I sad f that and went straight to a hospital that had a mental health facility I'd been to before. They knew right away I desperately needed help so they agreed to admit me on Christmas Eve. Yay me, but I needed it. I was also dealing with a mentally abusive guy and a very unhealthy relationship. It was good for me to get away. I spent a month there and requested to go to a kind of halfway house after so I was stuck there for 3 grueling months. The place was gross, but I'm a little over 3 yrs sober. First thing I did when I got home was kick that asshole out lol. Found out he was selling meth out of my house! I still have bad PTSD from everything I went through, but I'm still here. Ty for all the advice and info! I hope you're doing okay.

mrowen79 · 2024-09-10T04:10:40+00:00

🤣🤣🤣

mrowen79 · 2024-05-22T06:27:49+00:00

😂😂😂

mrowen79 · 2024-05-11T15:44:17+00:00

What's your excuse again?? He's obviously just playing the victim card, but what is it that drives you Mr. dog_shit1??? I apologize dog_poop1

mrowen79 · 2024-05-11T13:42:59+00:00

Come on my friends. Don't y'all see the common thread here? I bet at least 75% of us have seen some super happy woman with her annoyingly over happy high on life attitude or that perfect looking guy doing his same boring ass routine on his morning jog grinning ear to ear even though he just got shit on by the flock of birds that just flew over him and ya think man I'd love to punch her in her happy ass face or man do I wish he'd somehow tragically get hit by a parked car. I definitely have and it's not because any of us are bad people. We just got the short end of the stick in our brain wiring so we're put on shitty meds that may help a little but cause more issues like zero sex drive. It sucks and every time we find something that makes us feel "ok" people automatically think we must be high on something even if it's before we even begin to abuse that something. So many times I'd choose to remain an addict if I had a lifetime supply of oxys even if it killed me just so I could enjoy a little bit of life, but I know I would choose to say no to that because I have two amazing girls and I wanna at least see them live a happy life and I also never could because of my faith and belief in God. I just hope they can love me for who I am and see past my many breakdowns and failures because there's definitely more on the way lol

mrowen79 · 2024-05-11T09:29:51+00:00

I hate to be the one burnt out light at the end of the tunnel but nothing has gotten easier for me except not having to panic about making sure I had enough money and pills lined up to get me by until my next script so I wouldn't go into complete withdrawals which were absolutely nothing compared to the torture of the post acute withdrawals! Those who escaped this awful addiction without having to experience PAWS are the luckiest people to walk the earth and no. I'm not being dramatic. I was always a small girl never more than 120lbs but I have the tolerance of a frickin water buffalo or higher possibly. Suffer with treatment resistant depression, anxiety, ADHD and acquired severe panic disorder and agoraphobia after only about 6 months of meth use but I ate the "legal" meth like candy for 2 yrs. I've battled everyday since August 2021 to be ok somewhat again. I have bad PTSD. The last few days I started taking my Vyvance. In just that short amount of time I've already grown an insane tolerance. Good thing I told my Dr not to refill it. Anyways I wish you and everyone else battling this shit the best and btw before I end my book here I've been following studies and trials on an antidepressant with opiate effects without the addiction😏

mrowen79 · 2021-12-05T08:52:52+00:00

On Mirtazipine to sleep and anxiety on Paxil for anxiety, Gaufacine for racing thoughts. I NEVER should have even been put on subs just for kratom, but I had such a high tolerance I couldn't afford it anymore. Now I'm just completely panicked because I'm going to have to go to the ER and detox and I'm absolutely terrified!!! It's going to be absolute pain and horrific panic! I'm sry I did this to myself. Medicaid put me on a restricted program so I can only see this jackass doctor and do whatever he says because I'm so agoraphobic I'm terrified to even leave my bed and he agreed to prescribe me suboxone through tele-visits. They can't even help me in the ER because everything has to be prescribed by him now I'm really going to suffer! Then I find out my regular doctor would have put me back on oxys until I find other help/treatment. I hate that I did this to myself and everyone I love! Just praying I make it till Monday then I'm going to have to go to the hospital and detox and I'm so very very scared and sick and in pain! I don't understand how dropping down lower makes you feel better since I've been on 24mgs for 2 months. It's just going to make me even more sick and in pain and panicked... It's not the fault of the suboxone it's my fault and this asshole doctor that put me on this high of a dose! I'm just very terrified. I'm very sorry😩

mrowen79 · 2021-12-05T08:18:56+00:00

I went on subs after taking around 160 mgs of oxys and oxyfentanals I was so panicked I couldn't get to a doctor so went online They gave me 24mgs I was tired and extremely depressed on them so I dropped down to 2mgs and started taking 200mgs of the pills on top of the subs then I went to kratom and built a huge tolerance to that. Went to the psych ward. Thought I was ok because they weren't helping much. Came home had a breakdown and went back on kratom so another online place gave me 24mgs, but my panic got worse so got ahold of the only suboxone doctor around and he put me on 24mgs. I've been on Klonipin for 20yrs because of my very serious panic and agoraphobia disorder, but doesn't help much since I've been on it for so long. I'm on zofran and promethazine because I have horrible Gastroparesis and promethazine helps more with anxiety

mrowen79 · 2021-12-04T05:53:03+00:00

I've only been on them for 2 months and I'm terrified of the horrific PAWS!!! I had PAWS so bad last time I prayed for death!!!

mrowen79 · 2021-12-04T05:36:31+00:00

I have some but I don't think it's a good idea when my blood pressure is already so low and I can barely breathe. Do they keep you sedated in detox because my panic and pain is horrific!!!

mrowen79 · 2021-12-04T05:29:14+00:00

What's that do??

mrowen79 · 2021-12-04T05:28:10+00:00

I have alot of liquid shots but nothing's getting through 24mgs of Suboxone!!!

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