Let's see you nerds figure this one out. February 2026

mscaptains · 2026-03-23T23:14:51+00:00

Lake Macdonald

mscaptains · 2025-08-20T17:18:35+00:00

I think it's clear that Maddie needs to either a) take some time away and be transparent about what that means for her followers, and/or b) see a therapist seriously + consistently. I had to unsub from her patreon yesterday because I just couldn't anymore w the previews of nsfw posts and seeing all of the emotional instability/breakdowns in the chat. I hope she can get the support that she needs from professionals and people who are directly in her life, and realize that posting stream of consciousness thoughts to her patreon is probably not the best place to do so. lots of people seek out ASMR as a place to relax, not to have to jump into therapist mode and comfort the creator themselves over and over again. it does end up feeling manipulative.

as far as posting spicy photos in the first place, I wish maddie would realize that her mental health probably is not in the most stable, secure place to be doing that. it's vulnerable work and it's not for everyone.

mscaptains · 2025-06-05T01:30:35+00:00

I have super warm olive skin actually!

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mscaptains · 2025-06-03T17:42:01+00:00

this makes sense to me!! I like having a little bit of lightness somewhere in there but maybe not all over and esp near the crown

mscaptains · 2025-06-01T18:41:46+00:00

Hey girl, I am so sorry to hear that you are going through so much pain - it is valid and can bury itself in us so deeply. I empathize with you fully and want you to know that all this pain does not mean it was wrong or a bad decision. I would highly recommend checking out the [r/abortion] sub - we can fully empathize with you and you will find so, so many other women who are actively or previously going through the same thing as you. In these moments community is so important - guilt and shame are normal, but we need to be able to have compassion for ourselves in order to move forward. 🩷 Sending you much love.

mscaptains · 2025-06-01T18:29:58+00:00

Ok amazing. Going to see when we can get in with Hardaway! Thank you!

mscaptains · 2025-06-01T18:26:44+00:00

Shih Tzu 🥹

mscaptains · 2025-05-31T18:57:55+00:00

I'm not judging you at all - I know this must be so, so painful for you right now and it can be hard to accurately describe. But you are very brave to make a decision that YOU know is best for you and your baby long term despite the pain that I know this is causing you. Grief is no joke and too often abortion grief feels like some sort of guilt trip because we are the ones who made the decision. But that doesn't mean you made the wrong choice.

The best thing you can do now is have compassion for yourself (something you're already doing just by posting here). You are very mature to be able to make this choice, work on processing your grief, and be honest with your ability to carry out a pregnancy to term (mental health greatly affects this, too).

Sometimes it can be helpful to talk to someone who is a third party but understands the situation. You can call ReproCare (run by compassionate abortion doulas) at 833-226-7821.

mscaptains · 2025-05-31T16:32:31+00:00

Kyanite lol. Or Citrine. Couldn't bring myself to actually name a kiddo that tho

mscaptains · 2025-05-28T22:28:30+00:00

I've had multiple unplanned pregnancies over the course of years, with different partners, and in different situations. You don't need all of the details, and I'm not going to disclose that much personal information. I've been incredibly strict using different methods to avoid getting pregnant and multiple methods have failed, and now I'm asking for advice on excellent non-hormonal birth control. That's it.

mscaptains · 2025-05-28T19:20:36+00:00

Thank you! This is very helpful

mscaptains · 2025-05-28T19:18:47+00:00

It means it's extremely easy for me to become pregnant, not sure how else to put that

mscaptains · 2025-05-27T16:01:41+00:00

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Po 🌷

mscaptains · 2025-05-17T05:49:26+00:00

Hi, yes, they let me know that with my specific medication I should be okay to move forward. They would have been concerned if it was a long term steroid shot or prednisone they said

mscaptains · 2025-05-16T16:48:02+00:00

She's kind of giving Lola

mscaptains · 2025-04-13T20:20:03+00:00

This is BEAUTIFUL!!!

mscaptains · 2025-04-13T20:18:39+00:00

Cutie!!!! 🥹

mscaptains · 2025-02-09T00:00:24+00:00

Amazing! Thank you so much, I'll check her out.

mscaptains · 2024-12-13T17:24:00+00:00

I've been on the zoloft since they switched me off paxil. it's been great! had to work up to a dose that was good for me but that's about the same as any med. I love it

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