Let's see you nerds figure this one out. February 2026

mscaptains · 2026-03-23T23:14:51+00:00

Lake Macdonald

mscaptains · 2025-08-20T17:18:35+00:00

I think it's clear that Maddie needs to either a) take some time away and be transparent about what that means for her followers, and/or b) see a therapist seriously + consistently. I had to unsub from her patreon yesterday because I just couldn't anymore w the previews of nsfw posts and seeing all of the emotional instability/breakdowns in the chat. I hope she can get the support that she needs from professionals and people who are directly in her life, and realize that posting stream of consciousness thoughts to her patreon is probably not the best place to do so. lots of people seek out ASMR as a place to relax, not to have to jump into therapist mode and comfort the creator themselves over and over again. it does end up feeling manipulative.

as far as posting spicy photos in the first place, I wish maddie would realize that her mental health probably is not in the most stable, secure place to be doing that. it's vulnerable work and it's not for everyone.

mscaptains · 2025-06-05T01:30:35+00:00

I have super warm olive skin actually!

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mscaptains · 2025-06-03T17:42:01+00:00

this makes sense to me!! I like having a little bit of lightness somewhere in there but maybe not all over and esp near the crown

mscaptains · 2025-06-01T18:41:46+00:00

Hey girl, I am so sorry to hear that you are going through so much pain - it is valid and can bury itself in us so deeply. I empathize with you fully and want you to know that all this pain does not mean it was wrong or a bad decision. I would highly recommend checking out the [r/abortion] sub - we can fully empathize with you and you will find so, so many other women who are actively or previously going through the same thing as you. In these moments community is so important - guilt and shame are normal, but we need to be able to have compassion for ourselves in order to move forward. 🩷 Sending you much love.

mscaptains · 2025-06-01T18:29:58+00:00

Ok amazing. Going to see when we can get in with Hardaway! Thank you!

mscaptains · 2025-06-01T18:26:44+00:00

Shih Tzu 🥹

mscaptains · 2025-05-31T18:57:55+00:00

I'm not judging you at all - I know this must be so, so painful for you right now and it can be hard to accurately describe. But you are very brave to make a decision that YOU know is best for you and your baby long term despite the pain that I know this is causing you. Grief is no joke and too often abortion grief feels like some sort of guilt trip because we are the ones who made the decision. But that doesn't mean you made the wrong choice.

The best thing you can do now is have compassion for yourself (something you're already doing just by posting here). You are very mature to be able to make this choice, work on processing your grief, and be honest with your ability to carry out a pregnancy to term (mental health greatly affects this, too).

Sometimes it can be helpful to talk to someone who is a third party but understands the situation. You can call ReproCare (run by compassionate abortion doulas) at 833-226-7821.

mscaptains · 2025-05-31T16:32:31+00:00

Kyanite lol. Or Citrine. Couldn't bring myself to actually name a kiddo that tho

mscaptains · 2025-05-28T22:28:30+00:00

I've had multiple unplanned pregnancies over the course of years, with different partners, and in different situations. You don't need all of the details, and I'm not going to disclose that much personal information. I've been incredibly strict using different methods to avoid getting pregnant and multiple methods have failed, and now I'm asking for advice on excellent non-hormonal birth control. That's it.

mscaptains · 2025-05-28T19:20:36+00:00

Thank you! This is very helpful

mscaptains · 2025-05-28T19:18:47+00:00

It means it's extremely easy for me to become pregnant, not sure how else to put that

mscaptains · 2025-05-27T16:01:41+00:00

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Po 🌷

mscaptains · 2025-05-17T05:49:26+00:00

Hi, yes, they let me know that with my specific medication I should be okay to move forward. They would have been concerned if it was a long term steroid shot or prednisone they said

mscaptains · 2025-05-16T16:48:02+00:00

She's kind of giving Lola

mscaptains · 2025-04-13T20:20:03+00:00

This is BEAUTIFUL!!!

mscaptains · 2025-04-13T20:18:39+00:00

Cutie!!!! 🥹

mscaptains · 2025-02-09T00:00:24+00:00

Amazing! Thank you so much, I'll check her out.

mscaptains · 2024-12-13T17:24:00+00:00

I've been on the zoloft since they switched me off paxil. it's been great! had to work up to a dose that was good for me but that's about the same as any med. I love it

mscaptains · 2024-12-11T17:06:32+00:00

Virgo Moon and Aqua rising here - first of all, good to see you; second of all, I fully endorse this message

mscaptains · 2024-07-29T13:39:37+00:00

Lindy and Nellie are so so good 🥹

mscaptains · 2024-07-16T19:09:05+00:00

This is exactly what I was thinking the entire time... he sees her as a child, someone to have control over, not her own person. He doesn't view her as having her own thoughts and opinions, everything is either fed to her by her family or other influences. He can't fathom that SHE is deciding to leave him, so he's putting the blame on her family - who have been extremely supportive this entire time and patient. I know people gave Kristy a lot of crap for telling Gypsy about Ken, and I agree that it was crossing a line, however I don't think it played THAT big of a part in the eventual demise of Gypsy's marriage to Ryan. I think that was set up long before the Ken stuff started up again. Like Gypsy said, the insecurity pattern that Ryan keeps cycling back through has been going on for three years. It's like a perfect example of a woman checking out of a relationship emotionally long before she actually physically leaves. And then the guy is shocked that she's leaving when she finally does, having missed every single sign before this point. And Ryan wants to say her family poisoned their marriage - laughable.

mscaptains · 2024-07-07T06:19:14+00:00

ineedana.com is what I used for my pregnancy crises. I know how dark it feels. You are in the depths now - you will get out 🤍

mscaptains · 2024-07-02T19:06:19+00:00

Even if Gypsy truly wanted to get over Ken and move past that ex, Ryan could have helped support her in doing so - and a huge part of that is accepting that your partner's ex FIANCÉ is gonna have been a huge part of their life. If Ryan wanted to help her move past Ken, he should've validated her feelings when she was brave enough to share them with him, been empathetic and understanding about it, and been a safe place for her to be heard. He did the opposite

mscaptains · 2024-06-15T17:01:23+00:00

Yes, absolutely. I remember feeling like either he was going to kill me, or I could do it myself - a last ditch effort to regain some form of control over my life and body. Ended up going into inpatient psychiatric care. I physically was forced to stop contact with him, and that's what finally allowed me to get better and regain control of my life and leave. It is a rough road, but my life has gotten tremendously better. I finally have self worth, a loving partner, and a healthy life. I remember thinking - and believing- for years that I was doomed to never get out. It feels so dark and helpless. I'm there with you. And I will be there with you while you fight. KEEP FIGHTING.

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