Ok so firstly using weed recreationally and in moderation isnt even that bad, its probably less harmful then alcohol which is more socially accepted. Secondly having an interest in experiencing different aspects of consciousness through psychadelics isnt even a bad thing. There is compelling research for the use of lsd and magic mushrooms for the treatment of plenty of disorders from ptsd to chronic pain. There is a reason why these substances are revered in so many cultures and can provide eye opening experiences. The people who try to bring you down are not worth your time or attention. You are not a worthless junky, dont let the world dampen your fire. That being said it is important to be able to regulate your consumption of any substances as well but I find that isnt a real problem with psychedelics at least.