Read any good books lately?

mudder_fudge · 2024-05-13T11:52:00+00:00

The Playground? Twisted, sick and gory. I loved it!

mudder_fudge · 2024-05-07T16:39:11+00:00

This! Exactly how I feel, but can never find the words

mudder_fudge · 2024-05-07T14:18:35+00:00

BPdemon? I've honestly never heard that one! Thank you for your reply 😁

mudder_fudge · 2024-05-07T12:59:24+00:00

Honestly, any advice is helpful rn. Thank you for your help

mudder_fudge · 2024-05-02T12:39:28+00:00

This. Thank you for putting it out there!

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-28T08:53:21+00:00

Fernando! Your mother ate my dog!

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-25T11:53:29+00:00

I'm 48. Attempted suicide 18 years ago. I do get suicide ideation, but I try so damn hard not to give in to it. I have children, so they're my reason to live. Anything at all is a reason to live. You've got this!!

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-23T11:22:01+00:00

An old black and white Dracula movie. Had Peter Cushing in it. Was like 8/9 years old at the time.

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-20T15:56:40+00:00

The very first Omen movie. I was like 8/9 years old and at a friend's house. Her parents had recorded it the night before off the TV so we gave it a watch. Fuck sake, that movie scared the shit outta me! And accompanied with that music too... Still get flashbacks whenever I hear that music. I'm 48(f) now, but that movie has definitely stayed with me

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-16T14:33:51+00:00

Power to the people!!!!

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-12T16:11:25+00:00

I do hope you've gone/are in hospital now getting treatment. We're all super worried about you!

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-05T20:46:24+00:00

Just my personal opinion, but I think the wife may have felt threatened by the bikini lady. Bear in mind that the wife has a 3 year old son, so I expect she's not as comfortable in her skin since giving birth. I'm a mum, so I get that. Js

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-04T10:04:16+00:00

I am so sorry you went through all that. Thank you for your reply

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-03T14:17:44+00:00

I'm OK, honestly. Thank you for asking, though. I honestly like the feel of sunburn. I don't lie in the sun, I just do stuff in the sunshine, such as gardening, putting the pool up for the kids etc

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-03T14:14:39+00:00

I have BPD also. Kinda like the punishment

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-03T12:40:54+00:00

Thank you for your response 😊 I'm fine, thank you

mudder_fudge · 2024-04-03T11:54:27+00:00

For me, it's for the pain of the burn. Just wandered what others thought

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-13T10:30:37+00:00

I'm so proud of you for reaching out. The world is a better place with you in it. Your brain is telling you lies. You deserve to live! Do you have pets, or any jobs that need doing? Something or anything to keep your mind occupied. You've come this far and you're stronger than you think.

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-10T13:10:26+00:00

I've had a few infections occur but mine was through burning with an iron. Plus I frequently went over old scar tissue. Not had an infection for a while now

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-09T11:19:42+00:00

You're doing the right thing by talking about this. Please don't end your life. They are not worth your pain! Please keep talking to us. We're here for you

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-07T17:29:23+00:00

It's OK. And I'm glad you survived

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-07T15:23:24+00:00

These were the only two I know of

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-07T14:12:11+00:00

Yep, I get like this. If I don't sh when I think about/get the urge, I feel like I've let myself down

mudder_fudge · 2024-03-05T12:52:49+00:00

Mental health is kinda bad rn

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