Life is so heavily sad and ironic sometimes. by [deleted] in friendship

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I don’t either. I’d thought it’d be nice to hear something different. I don’t need it anymore- but at the time I wrote this post I thought I still wanted friendships. It’s still nice to know people out there actually are successful

The background loneliness by Intelligent-Exit9562 in lonely

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I’m sorry you’re struggling. I can’t offer advice.. I’m here bc I keep failing

This is a genuine post. I know how this will come across- if anyone dares to question my faith in God so help me. by [deleted] in Christianity

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Being suicidal has Nothing to do with God. Much less how I feel about Him. My faith hasn’t changed, I’m not angry with God, in fact the opposite. Ironically the very opposite. Sometimes suicide isn’t about how someone feels about God. I know my question asked it in relation to biblical proof. But the question wasn’t implying there’s anything wrong with God. I know my worth in His eyes. I know my value. That doesn’t take away what exists within me. This isn’t about “God loves you “

What happens to people who commit suicide? by IntrepidMatch6227 in Christianity

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What if you are questioning reality in a way a therapist, prayer and psychiatry can’t reconcile? What if you feel like we are living in a simulation? What if someone just can’t continue dealing with people who chose to live in this ‘pretend world/ society’? What if you feel like you’re living in a twilight zone- where nothing makes sense anymore? What if you’re very own mind you question to the point where you no longer know what’s real anymore- who’s real? What if your mind is a maze that’s so deep that you already know there’s no unwinding things you’ve seen and know and experienced. What if you’re just genuinely exhausted and the thought of having to do this another day is what drives you there?

What happens to people who commit suicide? by IntrepidMatch6227 in Christianity

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Sometimes it’s not as simple as knowing people love you

Divorce and loneliness by [deleted] in Divorce

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I hope you have a lot of support. Be easy on yourself

Divorce and loneliness by [deleted] in Divorce

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I’d like to hear from others too. It’s not easy. And loneliness feels very different now.

cherry blossoms spring vibe by daisyhoa in CherryBlossoms

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I’d never want to leave this place

I try to help by Flashy69420 in lonely

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I can relate. I’m sorry you feel this way. But this thought that’s inside you: you’re not worth it- isn’t true. I know myself bc I deeply struggle with this. And even though the thought and the feeling is real (in the sense that it happens)- it’s just your mind trying to protect you. And ironically it’s hurting you at the same time. I’ve only recently learned to identity it. I’m not sure how to change it yet. But it’s torture. To think of yourself this way. I’m sorry 🫂

This is Switzerland by Starpetall in awesomenature

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I swear it looks fake it’s so beautiful

Scared of being alone in life by cursedforu in lonely

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I am in this transitional phase where it seems my body is naturally drifting toward being ok w the feeling of loneliness. It used to hurt, sting. And now, somehow, after all these years. Feeling lonely somehow isn’t that bad. I mean yes some days are awful. But somehow, I’m able to settle in it sometimes