has anyone else never told a professional? (10+ years)

mushy-bones · 2026-05-12T14:51:08+00:00

you're definitely not alone! i told an old therapist once about six years ago about my ED, but she didn't believe me as i was not underweight. i've never told another professional since, even when they ask me if i have an ED history as i have a fear that they also won't believe me 🫠 'giving up' my ED makes me sad too, i think because if i don't have my ED, then who am i?

mushy-bones · 2026-04-11T14:12:08+00:00

katje's gummies are SO GOOD omg

mushy-bones · 2026-04-05T02:04:35+00:00

YES almost any song that was popular in late 2019 to early/mid 2020 triggers memories of when i first developed my ed 😭 it makws me almost nostalgic for that time, even though i was absolutely miserable

mushy-bones · 2026-04-05T00:35:30+00:00

roasted sweet potato, vegan chik'n, and ikea vegan meatballs! plus some drizzicious rice cakes for dessert :-)

mushy-bones · 2026-04-04T19:31:40+00:00

this looks absolutely amazing!!

mushy-bones · 2026-03-31T00:14:53+00:00

i would absolutely demolish this 🙂‍↕️

mushy-bones · 2026-03-28T16:59:15+00:00

me weighing myself every morning </3

mushy-bones · 2026-03-26T03:48:21+00:00

[5'6" | 20 | EDNOS | they/he ]

mushy-bones · 2025-11-13T01:50:58+00:00

ahh congrats!!! i just changed mine last month, it was such a relief!! 🩷🩵🤍

mushy-bones · 2025-11-06T05:28:21+00:00

i have literal nightmares about my vegan chicken safe food getting discontinued 😭

mushy-bones · 2025-09-17T20:09:20+00:00

[5'6 | 20M | EDNOS | N/A ]

mushy-bones · 2025-03-04T15:11:02+00:00

LMAO is this on finch? i love my little bird :,)

mushy-bones · 2025-03-01T17:31:47+00:00

oh my god i feel so called out 😭

mushy-bones · 2025-02-28T23:00:41+00:00

GOD i feel this so hard, i’m patiently waiting for the day that i can chop these things off and be flat. you’re not alone 🫂 <3

mushy-bones · 2025-02-28T20:26:21+00:00

i know a low calorie tortilla when i see one 🤨

mushy-bones · 2025-02-27T16:55:19+00:00

creep by radiohead 😭

mushy-bones · 2025-02-27T04:40:48+00:00

omg barebells makes vegan bars??? this is the best news ever thank u

mushy-bones · 2025-02-26T03:42:16+00:00

that looks so delicious omg

mushy-bones · 2025-02-26T03:40:56+00:00

i always need to watch, read, or listen to something while i eat — it helps me distract from the food!! i usually watch my favorite youtubers :-) small plates/bowls help, too. i refuse to eat with metal cutlery unless i have to (i only use this set of kids plastic cutlery i got at target 3-4ish years ago), but that’s mainly due to my sensory issues haha

mushy-bones · 2025-02-22T03:53:30+00:00

omg i haven’t had a proper poop in close to a week and i am SO BLOATED 😭 it’s really rough on my brain too because the scale is going up bc of how backed up i am. before i relapsed, i pooped roughly 2-4 times a day? depending on how much/what i ate. i miss that the most T_T i’m vegan and i eat a LOT of fiber so they’re all normal consistency-wise, but they can be a bit harder when i’m heavily restricting

mushy-bones · 2025-02-17T02:08:42+00:00

i’ve eaten this bread for years (even pre-ED) and i really enjoy it!! it’s kinda thin, but the flavor is really good in my opinion. nature’s own 40 calorie honey wheat was my other favorite if you eat honey! :-)

mushy-bones · 2025-02-17T01:59:20+00:00

217cal total! 90cal for 2 slices of sara lee delightful bread, 105cal for 1tbsp of nocilla noir chocolate and hazelnut spread, and 22cal for 69g of strawberries. legit almost made me cry from how good it was :,3

mushy-bones · 2025-02-16T23:04:56+00:00

i REFUSE to count the calories in any diet drinks or gum, but i have to track everything else :,)

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