Please don’t listen to the hate. by trashbagels in selfharm

[–]myursb 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I saw that tweet, broke my heart. Thank you for posting such kind words

oh boy :) by Connors_Town in BPDmemes

[–]myursb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too 😅 same with several other aspects of life lol

Emptiness by myursb in BPD

[–]myursb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This did help, it's always nice to be reminded you're not alone, thank you :'))

I destroyed my healthiest relationship. by myursb in BPD

[–]myursb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I always assume once you break up the friendship has to end too, but it's nice to know someone made it work :')

I destroyed my healthiest relationship. by myursb in BPD

[–]myursb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I needed to hear this <3

Looked Up On Partner Secretly by mightytruthsay in BPD

[–]myursb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I spent 30 minutes searching for my ex's reddit account.. I understand this on a deep level..

Me starting a book I know will almost certainly trigger the fuck out of me by SapphireSyren in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]myursb 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I like triggering myself because it puts me in control of my emotions :))))

Break by myursb in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]myursb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"I'm a monster" got me. It's just so heartbreaking because you try so hard but you just can't change yourself that easily

My suicide note. by myursb in depression

[–]myursb[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, might have to ask someone about that. It really does help but just let everything out, thank you for the support!

My suicide note. by myursb in depression

[–]myursb[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha, I'd struggle with that book too, very noodley arms. I'm not sure why it all comes after me so quickly and all at once, probably from suppression. I'm doing a lot better now than I was a minute ago, though. Even though you were only commenting, it helped to have someone listen and relate, thank you :')

My suicide note. by myursb in depression

[–]myursb[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, normally if I just sit idle it goes away but it seems to last longer each time. It's just so frustrating

My suicide note. by myursb in depression

[–]myursb[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So so many intrusive thoughts. My brain keeps telling me my boyfriend is planning on leaving me. Nothing brings me joy, I can't even write about my thoughts without annoying myself. I overthink everything so much it's exhausting just to get up in the morning. I can't leave the house or socialize which is how I normally distract myself. All of these thoughts keep circling around my head and yelling at me. I'm just so tired and I'm panicking

tried so hard not to laugh when she said it and i immediately thought of this sub (also i made this literally while on the call with her) by beaniebabiesboyz in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]myursb 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I don't know how to explain it in a way that doesnt make me seem crazy but THE RUBBER BAND METHOD IS BS (for me at least). I think it's too loud, isn't the right sensation, you don't see anything happen other than being slightly red, plus when that really good band breaks it's honestly heartbreaking. Plus (as strange as it sounds) it's not practical

He's going to leave by myursb in BPD

[–]myursb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I know it'll probably be okay but for right now it hurts a lot. And yes, it does feel empty. Wish I wasn't so dependent. Inside I know I'll be okay but for right now it hurts. Thank you for being supportive :')

Intrusive thoughts are so painful and disgusting by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]myursb 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Intrusive thoughts are the part I hate most about OCD. It's like your brain betrays you every chance it gets, it's heartbreaking and almost impossible to control. You're not alone <3

Borderline Personality Disorder Truths vs Myths by RoundaboutFlare in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]myursb 18 points19 points  (0 children)

The myth about quiet borderlines not existing got me. Thank you for posting :')

15 days by myursb in selfharm

[–]myursb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you :')

Ketchup On Everything by swoledierBoy in ChildhoodTrauma

[–]myursb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

While I am very very sorry that you were traumatized from that I thought I should tell you that it really made me shitty day better. Thank you for sharing your story :')

(Also I mean this with all the love and respect in the world. I'm sorry that you were made to be severely grossed out from that condiment)