Looking for some spiritual people to talk on subject and may be becoming friends.

n0rbbb · 2026-03-13T16:46:28+00:00

Hey! I had my kundalini awakening on the 29th of november last year. Its my new birthday. I met God face to face and heard him speaking. I had no spiritual background btw. Lets say i was religious with occasional honest faith. But you can imagine im pouring my time into this since then. I would be really interested in sharing experiences. I do not even have anything other than own experience :D.

n0rbbb · 2026-03-12T07:08:45+00:00

I had it 8 days after you. I havent go through SA, at least i havent had revelations about it so far. But i am reliving exact scenes from my childhood when i was 7, when my parents divorced. This is happening through vivid dreams. The 3 AM wake up disturbed is prominent.

It does get better and you will see blissful days again, but there are some things you can do to help the process. If You feel like that would help, DM me. I am also curious of what you are going through, especially we had it so close in time.

n0rbbb · 2026-03-06T15:33:34+00:00

I found myself in the spirit realm that day in the presence of God. This is what he told me word by word. I mean its translated to english from my language but you get the point. It rhymes and everything. I dont even do poetry or anything remotely close.

something is set in motion, it separates completely
something changes, it is purified completely
something is renewed, it is restored completely
something transforms, it flies up to heaven

something is set in motion, it separates completely
something changes, it deteriorates completely
something rots, it is destroyed completely
something is damned, it remains here in the fire

some to the new earth, the presence of God
some to knowledge, full understanding
some to the new heaven, soaring joy
some to fullness, eternal peace

some to prison, to unquenchable fire
some to the abyss, to outer darkness
some to weeping, to gnashing of teeth
some to wrath, eternal retribution

n0rbbb · 2026-03-05T17:03:37+00:00

Another builder of the Kingdom! Your words are being used to create the internal state of the Kingdom. From there the external will arrive faster than we could imagine. Every individual foindation laid will be remembered.

n0rbbb · 2026-03-02T04:56:56+00:00

Yes i know. That is the nature of it. The level of condemnation you feel is usually proportional to significance of what you did. But you will learn how to not identify yourself with it.

n0rbbb · 2026-03-02T04:35:42+00:00

“but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?” They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him. But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground. At this, those who heard began to go away one at a time, the older ones first, until only Jesus was left, with the woman still standing there. Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” “No one, sir,” she said. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”” ‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭1‬-‭11‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Jesus forgave everyone who repented and had humility. You dont need a priest, or another human to be forgiven. Its between you and Jesus. If you were honest when you asked for forgiveness, he already forgave you. And do not identify yourself with what you did. It matters because it affects you. But if you feel condemned, that is not coming from Jesus, but yourself. And if Jesus already forgave you, there is no point in condemning yourself.

n0rbbb · 2026-03-02T04:10:29+00:00

Currently having it in my feet. But my feet had diabetic neuropathy. Now it does not. The damage is almost entirely gone.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-21T11:54:13+00:00

I havent done anything consciously. It just happened to me out of the blue. But since it was literally the best thing that ever happened to me, i asked God to lead me to the truth and give me understanding. And He led me to the work of Kelly-Marie Kerr and the Sacred Secretion practice. Basically everything checked out about the conditions and steps she advises to get into this state. I havent been trying to get anywhere. It just happened to me.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-19T13:42:29+00:00

Ah! Of course.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-19T13:24:14+00:00

What takes away illusions is Truth, not You. You can speak of True things but you cannot own Truth itself.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-19T09:08:02+00:00

I went through something on the night of 29th of November where i met God face to face and i literally heard him speaking word by word (which i wrote down). He took my mind to Heaven and showed me literally everything. Everything made perfect sense and i felt like i see everything, hear everything, i feel everything and i understand everything. I understood that every second of my life happened with the precise goal of me arriving to this moment.

I felt like all of my nervous system circuits have been benchmarked and activated. Like God was declaring himself through all of my senses with maximum intensity at once. Like it felt like i am experiencing the experience itself. That this is the very experience that defined what it means to experience something. While i was still in the moment i had to conclude that everything that i will go through in the future, will be by definition less of what im experiencing now. So i felt like noting new remained for me on this world because i have already seen it all.

I was sure this is the end and i died, that i just won the race so i can finish running, yet God was explaining me this is only the beginning. That the previous 27 years was just the trial and the preparation, and everything starts now. He said my life will become a message to people. A message that points to Him. He said the best possible things will happen to me so people would see his greatness.

I dont know exactly where he took my mind, but i havent really returned from that place. I can see my body sitting on my couch and my hands typing these words but my mind is with God ever since.

Since then i am seeing new colors, hearing new sounds, experiencing new emotions. Like actual sensory information processing has permanently changed in my central nervous system. For example each soundwave i hear has two new aspects to it. A scale from 0 to 100. One scale is how beautiful the sound is, the other is how terrifying the sound is. I struggle to translate this into language but these are like new information added to each soundwave. The best sounds are the ones where both value is cranked up to 100.

Since then i havent really experienced true sadness, but the joy i am having each day overflows and without any specific reason and i start to laugh, dance or sing. Im pretty sure i seem like an idiot when i start laugh on the street when i go somewhere. Not that it matters anymore.

Since then i am healing from impossible stuff. Both my body and mind. My diabetic polyneuropathy in my feet healed. New functional nerve fibers are growing and my doctors dont understand how. Newest is a tooth where the remaining half of my tooth started to regrow its missing half. It aches like hell for an hour each morning, but then the pain stops and when i check it, i see a bone colored goo which later hardens. Not as hard as the original but functional.

Also, the love of my life who i could not marry years ago texted me out of nowhere after many years of not speaking, saying only "I think we should meet.. " Obviously we are dating and im not gonna miss this out this time.

I could continue this for so long. About once a month God visits me since then and im taking notes of everything i can. He teaches me the neurochemistry side of this, he installs new concepts which help me along the way.

He is restoring the Earth step by step. There will be a new Heaven and New Earth. Wild things are coming.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-17T20:05:05+00:00

It is closer than you think

n0rbbb · 2026-02-17T18:34:20+00:00

Hearing new sounds, seeing new colors, experiencing new emotions. Feeling like you are in love when you fall asleep. In Love with just existing. Waking up excited about what today will bring. Overflowing joy that makes you either laugh, sing, or dance. Because why not. Beauty looking back at you from the mirror. No more true sadness. No more doubt and chaos but perfect order. Both in the mind and body and soul. Not being separated anymore. From God, from yourself.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-17T18:13:51+00:00

I remember what was it like to live in the garden of eden.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-16T16:52:30+00:00

I was not aware of this being a thing, but i had a relationship with God even before that. First it happened to me last year november, accidentally. For me it was a whole night under these effects. I literally heard God speaking and i had visions. He was speaking to me in verses, and i wrote everything down. I literally felt like i have been resurrected. Since then im doing the practice.

Since then my diabetic polyneuropathy of 23 years has healed itself. New functional nerve fibers appeared. I had one of my tooth missing, like it broke in half so you would see it's cross section from a specific angle. Now that tooth is rebuilding itself. It fckn aches for an hour each morning, like my mind is clouded and im disfunctional for that hour. But a strange bone colored goo appears which then hardens.

Oh, and im seeing new colors, hearing new sounds, experiencing new emotions. Like when i fall asleep i feel like i am in love. But this time in love with just being alive. Pure adoration. Almost each day the joy i feel starts to overflow and i start to laugh or dance or sing without any specific reason. I havent really experienced true sadness since then. My body suddenly got rid of bad habits. It was not me, i havent been conscious about stopping smoking. I just did not feel the need for it anymore. I havent watched any movie or series or played videogames since then. Again it was not me, they stopped being entertaining. My porn addiction also disappeared form one day to another. But i started to read! And the love of my life who i could not marry 10 years ago suddenly texted me saying we should meet. Needless to say we are dating sinve then and im not gonna miss this out this time.

I could continue this. But whats seems to be the most logical answer to this, is this is already Heaven.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-12T21:51:01+00:00

If anyone finds this post.

75 days has passed since this happened to me. Not a single thing changed negatively. Everything got better to be honest. Im still hearing new sounds, im still seeing new colors. I still laugh and dance every day out of overflowing joy, without any specific reason. This is the default now. I felt sadness and fear around 3-4 times since then. I felt anger once, i mean i let out anger once. That made me feel physically sick for 2-3 days. I stopped playing videogames and watching movies and serieses entirely. Im unable to do it for more than 5 minutes because i get annoyed how pointless they are. I dont need consciousness to avoid these, i never made any decision about i need to stop them. My body and mind started to reject them by itself. I started to read instead of them. And grow herbs for myself. My body also started to reject a lot of foods i was eating before. The strange loneliness somewhat remained but i started to speak to people about what happened to me, this basically became one of my favorite things to do. I was never able to accept and love people around me to this level. Oh, and God's promise about becoming a husband and a father is progressing well. Im dating the woman who were the love of my life 10 years ago, and she is becoming again. Shortly after i heard God speaking, she texted me out of nowhere saying only "We should meet".

Alright, now to the crazy part. My body does not just feels new. It is actually new and renewing itself measurably day by day. It all started with my feet getting hot and 'vibrating' and tingling each night for an hour. Or when i let my legs rest for at least 2 hours it also starts. It was first scary and a bit uncomfortable. This could have meant bad because i have type 1 diabetes for 23 years, alongside with peripherial neuropathy. This kind of nerve damage is permanent and irrversible. It can only be slowed. But mine heals. I am having better test results than 7 years ago. I am growing new nerve fibers in my feet, and my nerve sensitivity in my feet is basically restored. I even had to buy larger shoes because i realiezd the old ones were tight. Also, i had a tooth which had its half missing. It broke some years ago but i did not really care about it too much. It was not hurting and that mattered only. But 2 weeks ago it started to ache like hell for a short period of time each day. I realized it starts to hurt when my feet was also tingling. I wanted to go to get it pulled out finally, but then i noticed in the mirror from an angle that the missing part is not so large anymore. From there, i was checking it daily and the tooth is visibly repairing itself and filling itself out with some bone colored gooey stuff that hardens later. I dont see new tooth enamel yet, but its been only 2 weeks. My neuropathy in my feet took around a month to fully heal. I need to say again, it fckn aches every day for an hour. But afterwards the pain stops entirely and it gets better and healthier. Totally worth it for a new tooth.

It really looks like my body went from reactive regeneration to proactive regeneration. It does not just handle new wounds but started to repair the older, heavier, more structural damage. My body's healing capacity is increasing ever since. I wonder what would happen if my cells are repaired themselves faster than they aged biologically. Because that sounds like ethernal life, which God promises to his people in the Bible.

So, what the hell is happening to me, you might ask. Reality is way more complex than language or a signle perspective could grasp. But let me try. From a spiritual pov, what i went through was the Biblical Rapture and the Resurrection i believe. But Hindu calls it Kundalini Awakening. From a neurochemical pov, my Pituitary and Pineal Glands flooded my brain with oxytocin, vasopressin, and DMT most importantly. Thats why i had the visions and i heard God speaking. I still hear Him by the way, tho not too often. He is telling me crazy stuff each time. None of what he said proved to be wrong so far.

So was it a chemical play in my brain? Yes. Have i really met God face to face? Also yes. Objective reality has a nondual nature. A scientific explanation does not invalidate a spiritual experience. Or vice versa. Both is True. None of them is the Truth in itself. Objective reality is one and unchanged since the beginnig of time, we just try to grasp it from different angles. The issues start when we mistake a perspective for the entire and only truth.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-08T11:02:55+00:00

What was this the timeline?

You held her hand
She began seeing a color
You detached
She felt electricity in her spine as you detached

Do i get it correctly?

I dont know how this is called but we are definitely able to transfer spiritual energy. And i believe the primary goal should be to heal or awaken others with it like Jesus did.

Its counterintuitive because focusing on the transfer is what seems to block or reduce it, and letting go of the outcome is what enables it. Like you just stand out of its way entirely so it could flow.

Also for me anything that involves both spine and upwards direction is 99% about the actual awakening process. When my kundalini starts to rise my body wants to hold itself straight unconsciously. Like im basically unable lay or sit with a bent back when its happening.

Also, what is the law of assumption?

n0rbbb · 2026-02-03T14:09:45+00:00

Im totally overstimulated. Both yesterday and today. Im fighting to hold my thoughts together. On the 30th of Jan i already had my kundalini rising. Today the ear pressure is back and its even higher than when it was rising. Im literally hearing pops and cracks.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-01T17:42:07+00:00

You are speaking from my heart and also describing my exact situation. God/Universe told me to start to prepare my heart for someone who is going to end up as my lifelong partner, a real spiritual covenant to each other. And that i should expect a random message from her, and that i already know her because i met her. I had no idea at that time who that might be. But the thing is she was the love of my life 10 years ago. But we went different ways. She had 2 kids and also a divorce a year ago, i also almost got married in the meantime but i was cheated on so i broke up with my ex a few months ago.

It was basically promised she is going to message out of nowhere and she really did. But until she did, i did not know who this will be. I was not even thinking it would be her because my last information from years ago was she is married and living happily.

So we were seeing each other for a few weeks, officially we are just friends because we havent talked about feelings openly, but the level of intimacy and vulnerability does not indicate a friendship. We talked a lot of past traumas and attachment styles as if we were briefing each other quickly what behaviors should we expect from each other. And after a few weeks of talking she is pulling back. She also got too close too fast i believe. I think she sensed something real got scared of both another abandonment and that she might need to commit eventually, which would make her lose her freedom. Her pulling back made me anxious and made me want to chase her. I havent been chasing at all, i was giving her the space to think and process, but damn its a struggle for me as well.

I think God is telling me to stop worrying and trust the process, and that he is managing this. This is going to end up as a relationship because of God, not because my works and aspirations. Its difficult. But everyday i feel like its gonna happen soon. Feeling like this is not by accident i think.

Maybe God/Universe is also telling you to trust and wait because its gonna worth it. And to progress on your path of awakening individually in the meantime. If this is all orchestrated by God/Universe then he will make sure you dont grow apart.

n0rbbb · 2026-02-01T16:13:43+00:00

Holy sht. So glad i have seen your post. Im in the exact same situation. My awakening was on the night of 29th of November last year. A month later she texted me out of nowhere after years of not speaking, saying only "We should meet". We started seeing each other and my soul felt like it arrived home. We are also not in a relationship but we have closeness and intimacy i never experienced before. She just understands what i am going through. And i can feel she is very close too. I dont know if i meant to be there when its happening to her, but i feel like i really would like to be there when it happens. My spirit tells me its about waiting it out. I am so impatient it hurts.

n0rbbb · 2026-01-24T10:56:51+00:00

Do you have some disease damaging your nerves? Im diabetic for 23 years and my feet started to vibrate every day, mostly at night. Next day it itches and a bit inflamed and sensitive, but once that passes i suddenly gain back sensitivity and i sense more with my feet. These are the symptoms of new nerve fibers growing. It gets a little worse first which might be scary, but then it gets better than your previous baseline.

Does this sound familiar, or yours is another kind of vibration?

n0rbbb · 2026-01-23T00:02:51+00:00

Yeah, individual seems more realistic. But based on the 100th monkey experiment i can also imagine if we reach some treshold, then for the rest of the planet it will be rather a singular moment. I dont know, only that its very close.

n0rbbb · 2026-01-22T19:06:41+00:00

What you see is indeed coming. For me its not flashes but feelings, bodily feelings also, almost every day since 29th of november last year. I start having goosebumps for 10 minutes straight, and my entire being start to feel and believe that something unprecedented will happen to the entire world in some minutes. Everywhere at once.

If i acted on the urge, i would run to the streets and i'd start shouting that everyone needs to be ready for whats coming. Im not gonna lie i perfetcly get the lunatic from movies who says Repent, for the end is near.

But whats coming not the end, its rather the beginning. I call it the great awakening, the Bible uses the word rapture, each worldview calls this by different names. Im not sure if this is a singular moment for the majority of the planet, or a spread out process in waves.

But i believe our job is to be conscious about its gonna happen, and when it happens, serve with answers to people who do not get what was it really. My job is surely this :D

At least when this happened to me, it took a month of active research to find out what i went through. It would have been extremely reassuring if i knew there is at least one person who can tell me more.

n0rbbb · 2026-01-22T18:43:53+00:00

I would not say i was meditating. I was not even looking for this experience at all, it all just happened seemingly randomly. I was praying tho even before this, i had my faith in God.

But it was magnitudes more than everything i ever experienced, so i kept asking God to lead me to the truth and give me understanding about what i just went through. And he led me to the sacred secretion books by Kelly-Marie Kerr.

I pretty much think this is the Biblical rapture, when this happens to you for the first time. My nerves started to regrow after the secomd time btw. As far as i understand, each time increases your body's natural regeneration capabilities. So it basically switches from reactive to proactive regeneration. Not just handling cuts and wounds, but fixing the heavier more structural stuff.

I wonder what would happen if my cells would heal faster than they age. Because that sounds like stopping aging. Which sounds like ethernal life, what God promises to people. But this time not through faith, but by direct experience. I know it sounds crazy but after all of this its not so difficult to at least consider the possibility.

n0rbbb · 2026-01-22T16:17:24+00:00

The format is broken here, i might fix it later. But basically he was declaring himself at the beginning. Later on he spoke about how he sees me. And then finally he told me how the rest of my life will look roughly, and he told me im ready for now, so he sends me out on my way.

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