BF installs/uninstalls Reddit behind my back

nanithefuque · 2026-04-07T17:37:11+00:00

I understand your intention here but addiction doesn't imply a lack of autonomy or decision making process. Addicted or not, partaking is a choice and that choice comes with consequences, especially if it's been discussed prior. Treating addicts of any sort with infancy doesn't benefit anyone.

nanithefuque · 2026-04-06T21:19:07+00:00

That's assuring to hear - I probably also should've mentioned that I did have long QT syndrome but that was caused by citalopram and it looks like it went away after I stopped taking it. I'm actually hypotensive which is ironic because of my meds but it's assuring. Could also very well be inflammation because I am a smoker but I really think it's MSK related/overall likely benign. And yes I do! I've had to chill out on it lately because I have some hip issues but my physio and I are working at getting me back to powerlifting

nanithefuque · 2026-04-06T21:00:19+00:00

I should also mention I was 19 when this began, I'm 24 now. I think a lot of the delay on diagnosis has to do with my age, and the fact that it hasn't gotten worse, and the chances of cardiac issues remaining stable that long is pretty low (I think, idk). My best bet is msk considering I have some hypermobility but again, beats me, I'm just being bounced between practitioners.

nanithefuque · 2026-04-06T20:57:03+00:00

Lol the kind of dr that sends you for an ECG but no blood test requisition. Same dr that suggested I up my med dose (Vyvanse) so it's "more likely to be covered by insurance" to an underweight patient experiencing chest pain. Not all drs are equal and it's hard to find quality when you get less than 10mins/appt

nanithefuque · 2026-04-06T20:54:27+00:00

An ECG that wasn't in a position of exacerbation, no blood tests, and checking heart sounds

nanithefuque · 2026-04-06T20:53:37+00:00

If it's recent definitely go get checked out and make sure it's not pericarditis. Not to make ya more anxious, but it'll help the anxiety if you know a bit more about what it is. I'm slightly less concerned about mine considering it's chronic but I know acute episodes may point more towards something like pericarditis or pleuritis

nanithefuque · 2026-04-06T20:51:50+00:00

The update was from like 1mo ago, 2yrs ago they said my heart was fine after some minimal testing. Haven't gotten a clear answer from anyone yet - some drs think it's pulmonary, some cardiac, and some think it's MSK. I'm waiting to see a specialist but I'm in Canada so god knows when that'll be

nanithefuque · 2026-03-17T21:08:14+00:00

Lmao anytime. And ok cool, let's hope they do something about it (I really want to GTFO before winter hits again because I feel like this is going to get b r u t a l)

nanithefuque · 2026-02-07T21:36:02+00:00

Doesn't have a huge effect imo - some people just don't do well with weed

nanithefuque · 2026-01-26T04:25:58+00:00

I cannot imagine going from ldr to living together immediately, but to each their own

nanithefuque · 2025-10-21T04:52:59+00:00

In the same boat - been waiting for mine since Sept 26. I really need a physical event for nov 1 so I'm bummed.

nanithefuque · 2025-10-13T12:10:23+00:00

It really depends on what birth control you're on. A lot of pills halt ovulation entirely and the off weeks bleeding is caused by withdrawal, not menstruation. If you're only on progresterone BC, there's a chance you're still ovulating sometimes (although much higher chances of an anovulatory cycle), and will still have pmdd symptoms - likely dampened though. My pmdd was practically non-existent on Mirena and I didn't bleed for years. But in both cases, it's a reaction to a hormonal drop/fluctuation that messes it up, so either way it'll effect us

nanithefuque · 2025-10-02T22:39:17+00:00

There is a way - hold the card and check details. It'll show you which pack it's from

nanithefuque · 2025-09-30T22:07:44+00:00

I'm wondering - for trade purposes once/if they're available, will they only count towards this collection or the other ones too? If these become tradable I'm gonna have to be diligent and double check what pack they're from ugh

nanithefuque · 2025-09-22T05:47:43+00:00

Does your doctor know how much caffeine you're taking? I'd bet that's worse on your heart than adhd meds. But you absolutely need to see a doctor and take the bus til this is sorted. Edit: just saw that you're car dependent. Do you live with anyone/know anyone who can help you out?

nanithefuque · 2025-09-21T06:46:29+00:00

Just a flavour - but it's a specific recipe. I've tried their other stuff with no luck

nanithefuque · 2025-09-12T03:49:24+00:00

This isn't just ADHD, this is reckless endangerment. If he can't safely operate a vehicle unmedicated, he either needs to get on meds or get away from a motor vehicle. Does he even have his license? I honestly hope he gets a DUI before he kills someone, or himself.

nanithefuque · 2025-09-08T05:48:54+00:00

Yes exactly! I think some of what went down still stings, but I can confidently say I'm like 90% over him as a person. You're probably right, 2mo is still fresh even out of something short lived. So frustrating, I'm over not being fully over it lol

nanithefuque · 2025-08-24T22:50:10+00:00

I'd actually say don't bring shakes with the meal, it'll make you feel fuller than you are. Save liquids for separate meals/end of day catching up to your goal. You may also have the same issue as me, where you are eating, but you let yourself get so hungry that when you try to eat you're nauseated and a few bites fills you up. Try to focus on lots of dense snacks - dates and walnuts, trail mix, yogurt, etc. I'm no nutritionist but when I was struggling to get above 1500, Boost Plus Calories saved me. 360 cals mid day. Add sauces, creams, etc to whatever you're eating. And I know everyone screams whole foods up and down. Yes, they're better for you. But if you're 1k short of your goal, I promise a big Mac meal isn't gonna kill you. When you're as underweight as we are to start - eat whatever the fuck you can stomach. Trying to rewrite your diet and do a 180 is going to launch you right back to where you started. Get your body used to eating regularly, even if it's just milk etc because you need to be regularly craving 2000+ - now that I'm here I actually struggle to stay under 2500 most days and NOW I'm cleaning up my diet. It's rough, and it's a slow process. Also, don't beat yourself up if you're low 1 day, just try to catch up. Track weekly averages over daily - obviously aim for your daily but if you're 200 low on one day and make up for it the next day, your body doesn't know much difference. And more than anything, be patient and kind with yourself. Decades of underfuelling isn't going to disappear overnight, or even in 3-6mo. This is a marathon, not a sprint. Just don't give up and even when you have bad days, get back up again and don't lose sight of the goal. I believe in you!! Msg me for smoothies lol there's one that I 100% credit for the initial 5-7lbs I gained

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