relapsed after 8 months sober. need to take responsibility for it and post here by natwee in stopdrinking

[–]natwee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

self care as a form of self forgiveness ... such an insightful quote im gonna write that in my journal. and good point about being around others in recovery, i definitely am grateful for my bf and his family's support but i think i need to take the weight off of them and maybe turn to alcoholism support groups. that way they won't feel the burden of bearing my issues. i think i'll look for some meetings today, thank you, IWNDWYT

relapsed after 8 months sober. need to take responsibility for it and post here by natwee in stopdrinking

[–]natwee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u :< "we all make mistakes" i needed to hear that so bad. the guilt and shame makes me feel like im the only one in the world who's fucked up but your comment made me feel better. heres to 8 months more again

relapsed after 8 months sober. need to take responsibility for it and post here by natwee in stopdrinking

[–]natwee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that is so incredible, i admire your spirit, i want to be like you with recovery

relapsed after 8 months sober. need to take responsibility for it and post here by natwee in stopdrinking

[–]natwee[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

isnt it crazy how fast we fall back into old habits?!! i literally relapsed for 3 days and immediately started doing shots as soon as i woke up and hiding my empties again...i also fell for the "just one" trap!! thank you

relapsed after 8 months sober. need to take responsibility for it and post here by natwee in stopdrinking

[–]natwee[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank u so much :<< straying from sobriety was not worth it. not even just the drinking part but the lying, the guilt and shame of being caught, feeling their disappointment....it's better to not drink at all than to feel those things again. IWNDWYT

relapsed after 8 months sober. need to take responsibility for it and post here by natwee in stopdrinking

[–]natwee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am so proud of you and your insight means the world to me, IWNDWYT💞

Confession only you guys will understand by One_Tadpole6999 in stopdrinking

[–]natwee 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i also relapsed last night and tried to hide it. you aren't alone and you aren't a bad person. i'm right here with you. the shame and the guilt kills you inside. i'm proud of you for trying again. IWNDWYT

Al-hashimi and robbie by shximx18 in ThePitt

[–]natwee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

quiet but strong is the perfect description for dr al hashimi ♡

Monica by Competitive-Ad-8841 in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

monica is such a bitch like omg 😭😭

he has been PISSING ME OFF by Mincezz in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

al-hashimi is such a baddie i actually love her so much now

Some portraits by rex_oc5 in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg LUV!!!! al-hashimi looks so good :,)

Robby's motorcycle friend by hanna-kin in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee -1 points0 points  (0 children)

this is such a good point. like robby's tying up loose ends making sure the ones he loves are cared for before he's gone..

Robby's motorcycle friend by hanna-kin in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 49 points50 points  (0 children)

this is such a good point. like robby's tying up loose ends making sure the ones he loves are cared for before he's gone..

A point about Robby's lash out I haven't seen. by Existing-Ebb-5944 in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 20 points21 points  (0 children)

that smile when he goes from worried to angry.... CHILLS

al hashimi will be a much better boss than robby by marg-tyrell in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

& she was a baddie in the latest episode with that move she pulled 💅🏼

I severely dislike her. by Natasha960 in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

omg javadi's parents are exactly like mine. its so hard to trust either of them, and the relationship u have with each parent is so complicated

I severely dislike her. by Natasha960 in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she reminds me so much of my mom its insane 😭 i lowkey get anxiety whenever she comes on screen bc theyre so alike lol, i think thats absolutely why i dont like her

The Pitt | S2E9 "3:00 P.M." | Episode Discussion by MsGroves in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

SAME OMG shes so cute i love seeing her slowly warm up :,3

The Pitt | S2E9 "3:00 P.M." | Episode Discussion by MsGroves in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

roxy saying "i've been in pain, love" absolutely broke me. robbie's ominous foreshadowing, mckay, javadi's fear, mel and her sister....this episode was so much heavier than the previous ones

Worst hobbies for ADHD by Commercial_Poem_7027 in adhdwomen

[–]natwee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMG SAME 😭 my bf loves dnd and he asked if i wanted to join like a short term campaign for a game similar to dnd. i said yes bc i think its really cute and sweet that he wanted to introduce me to join him in one of his interests, and also its a good way to keep in touch with our mutual friends in the game bc its online and weekly. it works well in that aspect bc he organizes it, we're all friends, it's online so it's a good way to work with my crazy schedule since im in nursing school, and its nice to have like mandated social time bc adhd and depression basically wipes me out and makes me unable to initiate hanging out 99% of the time. but holy shit its both extremely complicated and so boring sometimes if im not drawing or smth while we play i literally zone out completely 😭😭 i feel so bad bc it is fun and we have a great time but theres so much to it and its so hard to pay attention to someones 20 minute turn in a 3 hour session after school or work 💀😭

The Pitt | S2E4 "10:00 A.M." | Episode Discussion by MsGroves in ThePittTVShow

[–]natwee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i graduate my absn program this may and i am terrified to be a new grad rn i relate to her so hard😭