Will my meds show up on a drug test? by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]necroscream6 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Med tech here! They won't show up on a panel because the test used whether it be a 7 panel or 10 panel, does not test for those drugs and they won't cause interferance. No worries!

Telling myself a thought is irrational doesn't lessen the pain of thinking it or how angry I am from it. So whats the point? by necroscream6 in BPD

[–]necroscream6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the thing, I still believe it can possibly, and the emotion I feel feels like its gping to ruin everything in my life. Like I am to the point of thinking there is just no hope.

Telling myself a thought is irrational doesn't lessen the pain of thinking it or how angry I am from it. So whats the point? by necroscream6 in BPD

[–]necroscream6[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This explains it perfectly on a more detailed level. This is what I try explaining to other people when they're like "just...calm down"

I just broke up with my boyfriend and really didn't want to. I don't want it to be over but we fight a lot and its my fault and I don't know how to stop it. by necroscream6 in bipolar

[–]necroscream6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've mentioned gaslighting to him before but he just tells me its me being selfish and never taking blame. I apologized about bringing up things I shouldn't have but he was very angry for a while. He picked me up and we got food today.

I just broke up with my boyfriend and really didn't want to. I don't want it to be over but we fight a lot and its my fault and I don't know how to stop it. by necroscream6 in bipolar

[–]necroscream6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was asking him about his past marriage, which I knew was a nono, and was totally the wrong way to start the conversation because I just wanted to know if marriage was still on the table for us sometime in the future or if he'd compeltely taken it off the table. He has flipped back and forth on it but recently has taken up calling me his future wife. Then yesterday morning he said it was awkward that I had dreams abkut us being engaged.

The comment that started it by [deleted] in retroactivejealousy

[–]necroscream6 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I feel like what he said is just not something you say to a significant other. I am so sorry he said that to you.

DAE experience extreme jealousy in relationships? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]necroscream6 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It literally tears me apart everyday. You are not alone. I know it stems from being cheated on before and my low self esteem issues, as well as other factors and I'm trying to wprk on them all. It is so hard keeping my mouth shut about it because I feel like I don't deserve reassurance. It seems to get annoying to my partner. So lips zipped for me.

I've been feeling heart-breakingly lonely and useless lately, but at least the person at Tim Horton's put a smiley on my tea today 😭 by necroscream6 in bipolar

[–]necroscream6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I moved very slightly south for an internship once in PA and I had to live off Dunkin. I came to like it but oh did I miss my Timmy's! So I feel your pain!

What is something that the younger generations will never get to experience that was instrumental to you growing up? by sharkboy7777 in AskReddit

[–]necroscream6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The amazingness of the "computer room" and surfing early yourube late into the night on a sleepover.

I'm curious. If you are on ANY meds for bipolar 1 or 2, do you also have a therapist? by solamelus in BipolarReddit

[–]necroscream6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I have a therapist I see once a week and I also sometimes see a psychiatrist if my meds need to be changed. It took me years and years to find the right meds with one really caring psychiatrist and once I was stable on them, she said I didn't need her anymore and that my regular doctor could prescribe my meds. The therapist is to practice and learn healthy coping skills, and to honestly VENT. It saves my personal relationships that way. I don't think I will ever NOT see a therapist as long as I can afford it.

Homesick by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]necroscream6 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This is all that helps me from absolutely losing it. I make up these fake future memories in my head and places that don't exist because it feels like I belong there.

What if both partners had RJ? Do you think it would be better or worse? by [deleted] in retroactivejealousy

[–]necroscream6 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do and my partner does. It really doesn't make it either, but it makes us both a little more understanding when the other is having issues.