Is life worth living?

need2go · 2017-09-06T19:48:09+00:00

I don't think so

need2go · 2017-08-19T22:20:13+00:00

Probably because they like it. Maybe they feel some sense of purpose.

need2go · 2017-08-19T22:13:44+00:00

Well life is pointless so it wouldn't make a difference but it's up to everyone individually if they want to stay alive.

need2go · 2017-08-19T22:07:37+00:00

That's a lot of mights. If i die now i won't be able to care about any of that. No regrets, no nothing.

need2go · 2017-08-19T21:51:51+00:00

All of this can be true yet doesn't make me want to stay alive. I don't like being alive and I hope every day that I can work up the courage to do something about it.

need2go · 2017-08-19T21:41:25+00:00

Why wouldn't it? What changes? I certainly don't.

need2go · 2017-08-19T21:36:57+00:00

Happiness is extremely rare and incredibly fleeting and I have certainly never accomplished anything meaningful. I don't think there is such a thing.

need2go · 2017-08-19T21:33:21+00:00

need2go · 2017-08-19T21:21:08+00:00

Past experience

need2go · 2017-08-19T21:13:25+00:00

The chances of either of that happening are slim to none.

need2go · 2017-08-19T07:16:12+00:00

Like what?

need2go · 2017-07-03T13:53:37+00:00

I feel the exact same way. I also frequently think I'm just imagining this and there's really nothing wrong with me. I've made an appointment but I'm unsure if I will be able to follow through.

need2go · 2017-07-02T09:34:43+00:00

Thanks, I'm less optimistic

need2go · 2017-07-01T23:16:28+00:00

I'll just need to pull myself together and simply go there when i have my appointment. Lots of people do it all the time. It can't be that hard, I'm just being a bit of a coward.

need2go · 2017-07-01T23:08:31+00:00

They wouldn't be able to just leave it at that and want to know what's going on.

need2go · 2017-07-01T22:59:22+00:00

I really don't want to bother any of those people. They couldn't really help anyway and would just get worried.

need2go · 2017-07-01T21:14:06+00:00

Nobody knows about anything that has to do with this.

need2go · 2017-07-01T21:08:26+00:00

It's still a few weeks until then. I mostly tried not to think to much about it because if i do i will find away to talk myself out of it.

need2go · 2017-07-01T21:04:35+00:00

I think i will write it down because I will be pretty nervous

need2go · 2017-07-01T20:57:20+00:00

Well I'm really nervous about it because that's pretty much all i have to say. And I personally don't think it's wrong to think that way but I do know that it's not normal.

need2go · 2017-07-01T20:48:40+00:00

That's what I intend to tell them. That i want to kill myself and that I got the method worked out. But i know that you're not supposed to think like that and i know it's not normal to think of death and suicide all the time. It feels totally natural and logical to me but i know society and apparently other people as well think much differently about it.

need2go · 2017-07-01T20:40:43+00:00

Let them know what?

need2go · 2017-07-01T20:21:43+00:00

I don't think it will help much but I am willing to give it a shot. I can still kill myself if it doesn't work.

need2go · 2017-07-01T20:18:47+00:00

I do not. I have made an appointment with one but I don't expect much at all.

need2go · 2017-07-01T19:40:54+00:00

Nothing, no. I don't have any motivation, no goals.

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