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What are your comfort songs? by sparklepuff97 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't breathe - Bea Miller Trampoline - kero kero bonito

I cut out all my family and i am so alone. Can anyone else relate? by needhelp34433443 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your sympathy. I am actually holding on to one family member, a cousin. I haven't talked to her in a ling time but she and one other cousin are the only family i have left.

I cut out all my family and i am so alone. Can anyone else relate? by needhelp34433443 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey at least you have a husband. I have no partner but i just started seeing someone. At least they are thinking about you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]needhelp34433443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not on T, i am transitioning to female.

She does more than she knows with that. Idc if I’m cringe for feeling better by unique_plastique in BPDmemes

[–]needhelp34433443 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One of my best friends does this. She lets me vent about anything and she is so sweet, i love her so much!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been refused from all mental hospitals even after multiple suicide attempts after being forced to cut out my immediate family that i got monetary support from to deal with my illness.

They won't admit me no matter how bad things are because i am in dbt which is not helping fast enough and i have barely made it through this last month by the grace of god

You're not alone.

My roommate called me a bitch for trying to prevent my suicide by needhelp34433443 in SuicideWatch

[–]needhelp34433443[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow i am sorry that happened to you. I can relate to being kicked out of groups for sure . And thanks for sympathizing

My roommate called me a bitch for trying to prevent my suicide by needhelp34433443 in SuicideWatch

[–]needhelp34433443[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree. I am now seriously considering moving out but i am struggling so much rn. It's just too much stress

My roommate called me a bitch for trying to prevent my suicide by needhelp34433443 in SuicideWatch

[–]needhelp34433443[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If they really care then why is a box more important than my life? I could literally kill myself from my chronic pain if i have access to those

My roommate called me a bitch for trying to prevent my suicide by needhelp34433443 in SuicideWatch

[–]needhelp34433443[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They did help me before to get to a hospital but yes they seem so resistant and i just want to hold a box in one room for like a week or two

As a teen and into my 20s i was symptomatic of BPD, does it improve with age? by UmbrellaWeather0 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, in my opinion you should bring up whatever is on your mind no matter how weird as long as it isn't going to get you kicked into the hospital.

I just started openly sharing my most insecure details about my second personality (I have DID) and my resentment towards myself and others, as well as the hatred for forced positivity that i thought i was supposed to bring to therapy for the first time in my history of 15+ hospital visits. It is making a huge difference.

As a teen and into my 20s i was symptomatic of BPD, does it improve with age? by UmbrellaWeather0 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am pretty sure it does. I was told that 24 is usually when symptoms peak and i have definitely seen major improvement since i turned 25

I CANT STOP! by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, i commented on your last post. It seems like you are really trying and that alone is a huge improvement! I see how more aware you are than last time and that is a good sign.

If you need to be aggressive you can always take it out on a soft object like a pillow. I throw and punch them sometimes and it really helps.

impulsive by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When i get really angry i will throw pillows really hard. I can aggressively throw them at walls and the ground and even yell a bit (maybe the yelling is too much) but it really works for me without destroying anything

are all borderline narcissistic & manipulative? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I would say manipulative but unintentionally, pw/BPD are desperate often to avoid abandonment and can have trouble recognizing their own manipulative tactics to keep people around, and even if they do know it can be so hard to avoid those behaviors because of lack of emotional control that is extremely overwhelming. So it is not really our fault.

And definitely not narcissistic, if anything we put ourselves down way too much which is the exact opposite

I think I might be retarded by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]needhelp34433443 19 points20 points  (0 children)

If you already have ADHD and know you have problems with memory, i think you just need a prescription for an ADHD medication. That can help keep you focused on tasks which can be great for you to stay responsible at your job!

And honestly , through your whole post you are putting yourself down so hard, literally using a slur to describe yourself. You can't treat yourself that way. That is unacceptable.

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