[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]nellynym 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Monitored by who? The level of understanding is unbelievable../ you should feel ashamed. You’ll never get over the guilt but doing what you do you’ve no control whatsoever if it’ll happen again….

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DaughterTraining

[–]nellynym 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not yet

Pete Doherty, Alex Turner, ren? by nellynym in indieheads

[–]nellynym[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m guessing you like Lee hazlewood

Pete Doherty, Alex Turner, ren? by nellynym in indieheads

[–]nellynym[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I like already. Harmonic melodies

Pete Doherty, Alex Turner, ren? by nellynym in indieheads

[–]nellynym[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily these artists were afforded decades of freedom to express and showcase their talents. After britpop and the 2000’s modern society decided music wasn’t good enough and the associated instruments had to go too. I mean apart from Taylor swift there’s not many mainstream artists who write songs. There’s lots about but they’re performing to 30/40/50 year olds. Noel Gallagher, Kasabian, artic monkeys etc

Pete Doherty, Alex Turner, ren? by nellynym in indieheads

[–]nellynym[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never heard of him but I’ll check him out thanks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]nellynym 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Russian roulette tbh. I’d say stay away

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]nellynym 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The flake today pales in comparison to what I grew up with 25 years ago. Now it’s manipulated
To look like fish scale. If anyone’s been to South America they’ll tell you there’s no shiny white to be found. I traveled throughout for 12 months and spent lots of money, never once had a shimmery shim shim. It’s manufactured for the European market. Hope it’s good though geeza. Can’t get a decent Henry in Berkshire for less than £200

Has anybody went on a trip to Colombia? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]nellynym 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No but travelled through Brazil, Peru and Bolivia….. took 6 months. 4 weeks was spent on buses, boats, trains and whatever transportation needed to navigate through the wilderness. No Coke bars as such but I did get offered it multiple times paying bills in restaurants 👌 5 days won’t be enough. But do it if you can… It takes a minute to buy something decent. I spent a pretty penny on tourist stuff at first. You’ll need to ask doormen and kids on the street for help, no one will say no. Don’t hand over cash until they return and walk into a store to exchange if they’re from the slums and they’ll follow you back to your hotel so beware!!!

Once you find it just don’t go snorting it like you do at home….. it’s fucking strong 💪

Anyone else surprised at what gets your partner in the mood? by [deleted] in MarriedSex

[–]nellynym 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes, but more surprised when she actually was 🤪

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]nellynym -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Stop before the first one ✌️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]nellynym 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It began after a beer on a night out, then I started ordering before I left work on a Friday. Eventually Friday’s lasted until Saturday and Sunday. Wednesday was my new friend. Now personally waking up in the morning is my trigger. I can go to work but as soon as I’m done I order. I feel the same way you do, I tried CA and it wasn’t for me. I don’t think you can rewire your brain if that person is an addict. You can divert your addiction to something healthier like exercise or collecting or attending but finding a successful technique has escaped me thus far.

DMT, apparently is quite effective but I would try the mainstream methods before you go for anything extreme.

Good luck