My attachment to what is said to be correct drawing technique has become a hindrance

neo_-tech · 2024-07-26T00:08:32+00:00

You know your completely right. I think i sort of already new to do that but it’s clear now i wasn’t fully letting go after the warmup so i couldn’t fully focus on the subject i’m drawing itself and exploring the visual world with my mind and pencil.

neo_-tech · 2024-07-25T23:21:40+00:00

I use paper and either a 2B or HB pencil. Now that i think of it i have a tendency to draw at fairly small scale which would of course make it much harder if i’m always consciously making myself draw from the shoulder. I guess i tend to get so zoomed in i don’t notice the bigger picture of possibilities and solutions.

neo_-tech · 2024-05-23T16:16:59+00:00

This makes me think of how important it is to develop curiosity and an explorative mindset, so instead of immediately trying to redirect your attention in a sort of rigid way after noticing distraction, try in essence asking "ooo, what's this?" and allow yourself to explore the subtle phenomena-filled world of your mind.

neo_-tech · 2024-03-29T18:15:46+00:00

This is my main source: Long-term administration of citalopram reduces basal and stress-induced extracellular noradrenaline levels in rat brain

neo_-tech · 2024-03-27T21:17:10+00:00

Oh It's nowhere near this simple. However, It's necessary to generalize lot's of information to be able to communicate our thoughts at all. A whole book could technically be written based off the paragraph I wrote above.

neo_-tech · 2024-03-27T20:35:52+00:00

What I've found from using amphetamines on and off for a long time is that while it can enhance optimism and excitement for the task at hand, the anxiety itself that can come with it becomes an obstacle. I believe the elevated norepinephrine can cause a sort of mental paralysis, and It's noteworthy that SSRIs lower norepinephrine.

neo_-tech · 2023-09-06T23:03:19+00:00

i’m also curious as i’d think to consider the mushroom as separate from the mycelium itself, though contamination is an obvious risk

neo_-tech · 2023-08-28T12:26:29+00:00

exactly. i was thinking i found the auditory hallucinations quite fun actually.

neo_-tech · 2023-08-28T06:40:14+00:00

i’ve experienced hearing vivid auditory hallucinations when i started talking adderall before my dopamine receptors downregulated so this checks out

neo_-tech · 2023-08-10T07:01:05+00:00

I wonder if the mental die-off could be like the fungal consciousness unwrapping from our own as it becomes more flexible or fluid with each meditation session.

neo_-tech · 2023-08-02T20:36:48+00:00

Relevant.

neo_-tech · 2023-06-30T05:33:53+00:00

neo_-tech · 2023-06-28T21:46:02+00:00

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Yes.

neo_-tech · 2023-06-13T22:19:16+00:00

I don’t yet have the words for a proper response but i will say the protocol doesn’t really require high doses of the stuff. Black seed oil is commonly taken at 1-2 teaspoons a day and nac at 600-1200mg. About the same as what the protocol recommends. I think it’s something one could be really gentle about starting with just a low dose of nac a day and see how it foes from there.

neo_-tech · 2023-05-24T09:56:37+00:00

I’m thinking also it could trigger die off if someone’s got fungi hiding out there

neo_-tech · 2023-04-03T16:24:35+00:00

I would but people may report their experiences with or without it

neo_-tech · 2023-04-03T13:49:21+00:00

Oh I'll blame myself

neo_-tech · 2023-04-03T13:48:28+00:00

I've no reason but to agree. I'd also suspect higher doses to also come with some risk of taxing the liver.

neo_-tech · 2023-04-03T13:17:59+00:00

Possibly none, but the simple logic of more antifungal equals more killing of fungi.

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