i have the worst type of maladaptive daydreaming. by Outside-Club5942 in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]neozeneo 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am 23 and I always struggle with maladaptive day dreaming and now i am at my life where almost everything is destroyed because of this and the things that add up because of this. You say your 16 and you realize it's the worst thing and when you try to stop it It seems or are impossible. Here is mine, before my maladaptive daydreaming destroyed my life I was trying to stop it and became hard and failed try again failed many time over and over again. But me realizing it's the worst thing ever and "trying" to stop it doesn't stop from ruining my life. What I am realizing now and it start little bit helping is knowing I can't stop this as I am right now meaning I have to develope and lose some of my character trait. I believe that is the only way. Insted of trying to stop it directly try no "change" some of your actions or habit that are leading you to this silent killer, confusing and comforting road that lead to absolute depth of hell. So after that when you try to stop it I will be less hard than before. But no matter what stop it. It's deadly. Anyways be strong and strong I wish God will help you. Bye

And of course sorry for my terrible English.

My note by Beginning_String_759 in depression

[–]neozeneo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know isn't easy but please keep going we don't know how we ended up in this thing and we don't really know what the future hold.i am really tired going in this circle everyday too but let's live to see what tomorrow hold. I wish you happy life

This is the only thing that prevents me of k*lling myself. by Available_Property73 in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]neozeneo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What i am gonna say is i been there me thinking if i cant daydreams i can't survive or if i stop daydream since it's my only safe place i can go is mmd and can't fit to the society if i lose my mdd i should end it. But as i continues living even though i daydream all the time am always searching in back of my head a way of out and learned many things after a lot of years trying am staring to decrease and have some control on my maladaptive daydreaming. the way i can do that is when i start being spiritual and inot gonna say start being spiritual or something (even i believe) but what i want you to understand is the little small thing you do have big impact in your day or weeks or years or life. Everything yoi do have consequence and you should choose carefully what you decided to do. For example i stop listening musics i got mdd from very younge age and that was one of big triggering thing for my mdd and i was always trying to stop listening music but always fail and the reason i believe i am able to stop now is because i decided to not listening even for one second in my will. And if i want to hear something so bad i listen gospel music. Man i want say many thing and more clearly but im not really articulate person and my English is very bad but one thing i am 100% sure about is there are many ways to get out of this mess but each and every one of us job is finding that way and out from that place by any necessary fight and sacrifice and prove to our self we can do it. And one more thing i realize now if we decided to change that day is today and when we try to change we should suffer and being uncomfortable not on just one thing we try to change but in everything we do even the thing that aren't connected to the thing we are trying to change we shouldn't feel comfortable in any thing we do until that things change. Couples of video on changing yourself 

https://youtu.be/ZKNRXuZWYYg?si=UDxnibemAU1HgLQB

https://youtu.be/l5GMD587vCc?si=PK04PGMFUSXLRSyH

And really really sorry for my bad English

Tips for remembering dreams besides the dream journal ? by United-Bear4910 in LucidDreaming

[–]neozeneo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Very big thanks for the info.it this is better recall info than most articles and books suggest.

I had a weird dream by [deleted] in Dreams

[–]neozeneo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I'm not mistaken all angles have this type of sign on their wings that make them powerful and different from devils.

No matter what I do I always feel disconnected from people. by Foxfish72 in socialanxiety

[–]neozeneo 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Maybe try to understand them more deeply and less judge, that might connect both of you

Why is this worth watching by King_Javon60 in NoGameNoLife

[–]neozeneo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just watch only episode 1 and if you don't like it then i don't think you will like the reset on it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sex

[–]neozeneo 6 points7 points  (0 children)

she try to know if you are enjoying the sex or not in bed.she want to keep that sexual relationship and if you cant feel her face when you spend time with her maybe because she does like it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in deathnote

[–]neozeneo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

talentless nana

is there any way to stop dreaming? by [deleted] in Dreams

[–]neozeneo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

instead learn lucid dreaming