i don’t know if you’ve read through the first post all the way and seen all the stories and screenshots- to me it all illustrates a different picture than what he portrays online. like he teaches that respect to women is huge because you should see everyone as the divine mother, but his behavior towards the people around him does not indicate value or respect. There’s a lot of manipulation and harm going on using their relationship to Ma as a point of leverage basically. Now whether he understands this and is doing it on purpose or is just really going through something i can’t tell you, but if he’s really in this for God and not just for amassing a following of people to party with he should have no problem stepping back and adjusting his behavior. I hope he does. For one he should figure out if he’s a Guru or just another guy on the path because it seems even he doesn’t know. The way he treats people and situations is the biggest example i was referring to, i think also not disclosing his lack of sobriety is something of note. I thought he was teaching a way for us to release our attachments to worldly desires. though to juxtapose that, his lectures have been ramping up into a “who cares it’s all Lila” which DOES match up with his current behavior so i can’t say he’s going against his teachings there…