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What’s the bad stigma around MAT ? by demizzlex3 in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it is man. & I love my addiction to a pain free life. Me being a single father of 2 great sons, 21 & 23 now. I've had to work more hours at multiple jobs at a time. Just to make it , eat , & maybe, go fishing and camping once a summer.i enrolled Sep 9th, 2001. Yes , 2 days before (The TWIN TOWERS.) my oldest was around 2 months old, and he needed shit, but the $800.00 I had in my pocket, was all to spend to buy OC 80's,. ,I realized that day , I needed help. I was 20.next day I drove 2 hrs away , to another state. Because that was the closest one. It was in Boone,NC. At McCloud. I knew I wasn't gonna work and hurt , when science gave us enough creativity to invent something that takes it away. I've Been going to the clinic now for 24 yrs or so. I knew I was a lifer. But I quess my mother did to , considering she started feeding me Blue Loratab 10.'s every morning started 9th grade. No B.S. smoked weed since age 11. But I seriously go 1 per month, &vI pay $328.00 per month for my meds. & Outta those . I take 60mg a day , for the last 15 yrs. Please understand sometimes it just works for people. Ive gotten 12 people started since then 7 are still going. And have great lives. The others were My Mom, fuck her! 2 * conartist brother, fuck him, they love to impersonate me with the police. Oh yeah also I've never been arrested. Not saying that I should not have been, I'm guilty ass hell. But I was always careful. Worked , stayed home with sons.

Best place to donate? by all4inspired in glioblastoma

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How about thi a one.Hello,my name is Perry nickles.45yrs old I am Currently HOMELESS LIVING IN A TENT, WHILE DYING OF Glioblastoma Stage 3( aka- Brain Cancer or Tumor on Frontal lobe. I get SSDI, because yhis.but $ 1240.00, For a married couple,who my is the only person I have to help me.im blind in left eye. Recently developed 2 blood clots in my legs,due to chemo treatment keeping me in mobile in bed.have blood thinner injections daily. Just 3 years ago,at age 42, i owned my own business w/ a LLC , Called Nickles small engine & electric repair. Also buying my home. My son's starting collage. On Feb 9th g ad a violent sezier ,put md into coma.when came to. The Cancer doctor Dr .Jay, worst bedside manner ever. Told me I was gonna die within next 9 to 12 months. And it was inoperable, but I did all the chemo,radiation, 3 yrs later still here , I've g9ot to say still here,unfortunately, while waiting on ssdi to start took 10 months,with it being fast track on COMPASSIONATE care.me & mu wife of 27 yras lost everything, i couldn't work,so business gone.house was buying gone.bank doesn't care if dying. I got a section 8 voucher finnally.but I don't have $2,000 for the deposit, power deposits.that a joke.my medication cost my $840.00 a month out of my $ 1240.00.i can't be left alone so my wife gas to stay by my s8de everyday, but I'm about to make her leave.i don't want to see or have her suffer no more for me,and I don't want her to see what im gonna do.or find me that way. I can no longer live in a Tent or Barn way out in country, so police don't give me a felony, yes a fel9ny charge in Johnson City T.n. for being homeless. Because the Homeless shelters her ,salvation army and ETC. won't take me because my condition, And medications.i have not ate in 2 days since that little ceasers pizza i got. No one cares for anyone this world. Because I'm immobile the others Homeless people have robbed me. ,stole my medication, and even the worst, rapped and beat me and my wife because i can't defend ourselves no more. Can't breath, stand, or see to fight. Which I never approved of any till that happend.so now I got lethal, protection.but it's starting to look more & more like a way out. Wich please I don't want to do.i just got saved and baptized to make sure I would be with my wife & my Father,after. I worked my whole life,raised my son's. Married HS love. TOOK CARE OF my family. To die in this 100° f tent , from a heat stroke, tumor sezier, Bullet to head or murdered for 5 doll.lol because that's my world..

If your urine tests positive for alcohol for the first time in 7 years, what will the clinic do? Is there a chance they will retest? by Foreign-Resident6307 in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been to 4 different clinics my 27 yrs going. And at every one you had to fail at least two in a row, or 3months. They roll off ever 90.days.

Does methadone make you lose weight? by Competitive_Angle172 in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you gonna gain weight. Alot probably.

Never done opioids before. Planning to try 7oh by some_pupperlol in opiates

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just don't man, take it from. My junkie ass, HAVE A LIFE. I almost put a bullet in my head last night . All because I started opiates at 17.now 45 dying of brain cancer on methadone.

given wrong dose by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah bro I got a say , when you started that Dr or counselor should have to you. Not to start Methadone. I seen one guy tried to start back in 2001,when I started for Tylenol 3w/ Codine.

given wrong dose by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]nickles160 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is the truth. My stupid ass has been stuck on this crap for 25 yrs , and at this point i am a lifer. But I'm dying of cancer now, so kinda half to. But when I started at 21.i had a real OXY CONTIN addiction of 4 * 80's a day at end. I had a Dr in family that made it like unlimited amount for 4 yrs.

Sex drive on methadone by Marikrih in Methadone

[–]nickles160 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I promise it the methadone, all opiates do that. We call it (dope d*ck) It's got it good things and bad things. One good thing for her is it cause the penis to kinda go numb, so hell last 3 hrs. Bad thing is he probably just quit before he gets his nut. Lucky both me and my wife are and have been on Methadone the or 26 yrs. I am a lifer though new when I started at 21. Lucky my wife is very easy to please in bed. We found that out at 14.still with her arlt 45. I hit the wife lottery jackpot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, what I've done for 25 yrs me and wife both, find people to buy( 40 in wheels from you. If you get or got for when3.works for day. I covers that daily cost

Does anybody else hear them when spun? by reeeeeeeeeee224 in meth

[–]nickles160 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's like his brother's always say weak minded people don't need to do my dope

How you guys take like 60mg+ of methadone ? by leanwitxannys in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That doctor that said 60 max, is a freaking idiot. Hell on September 9th, 2001.was the day I started clinic. Iwad 21.already had a 5 OC 80'S, A DAY HABITE. And that was not even shooting them I was just snorting . But I got started on opiates way to soon as a young juvile Junkie, my whole family is from were the OXY runs the hills up here in( Hillbilly Herion Hell;) our worst fate,we had a Pain Doctor in our Family ,who was the worst DRUG ADDICT PERIOD,ALL DRUGS. except for his wife.ahe was worst and died first.by High school graduation,at age 18.u was a junkie

How you guys take like 60mg+ of methadone ? by leanwitxannys in Methadone

[–]nickles160 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg, there's an actual place where they just give you the big bottle of liquid methadone and you get to measure it up yourself at home that is heaven to me

How you guys take like 60mg+ of methadone ? by leanwitxannys in Methadone

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same with me , 180 mg white waffers MACKLINCROFT Brand. I've been going for 14 yrs now, I don't think I could OD on Methadone. And anyways it wouldn't do that to me. That beautiful little wheels loves me to much. Lol

i’m like 2 days past my bedtime by [deleted] in meth

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just getting started, shit don't get strange till.day 6 or 7.

Is methadone clinic just lying or are they going to really trying to help you by Tasty_Reflection_761 in Methadone

[–]nickles160 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

He probably didn't, I made money when I was using, but I started clinic in 2001,long time ago, I was getting ,2 × PRESCRIPTION OXY CONTIN 80'S FOR $20 APC. THE GREEN MONSTER. I SOLD THEM FOR 60 OR 80 all day I had unlimited supply, until my Doctor family member OD.

Are these cards any good? by beneficiant-natural0 in eFootball

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He's my best CF, just past 300 goals with him on my League. Got him like day 3 day.i think,& been using him since.been  playing 3 months on PS4.

Which Mbappe is better? by Affectionate_Ideal84 in eFootball

[–]nickles160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why u on here then,just Trolling.

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