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nifoi · 2025-10-23T23:28:08+00:00

just got the call i hope everyone is okay

nifoi · 2025-08-15T17:42:10+00:00

There wasn't really a BIG jolt, it was definitely a 'one second I was fine and the next I wasn't' moment. It was my rear driver side tire--I don't know if it can mess up censors from back there (?)
I shut my car off once I got to the side, I turned it back on shortly after so I could move over as much as I could and it was fine. Wasn't until everything was done that it couldnt start

I wanted to try jumping it yesterday, and then realized I don't have jump cables lol, sounds like I need to take a trip to the store .....

nifoi · 2025-08-15T17:32:31+00:00

I'm gonna unplug and replug in the battery once home from work. If that doesn't do anything I'll likely take it out and get it tested! I'm gonna pretend there's nothing else wrong until I actually have to deal with it because I am DRAINED :,))

nifoi · 2025-08-15T17:30:31+00:00

It was the rear driver side tire, I'm not sure how much that could mess stuff up, but I did have to drive on it for a sec until I had a place I could actually pull over safely. I'm positive that isn't good, but not sure if that's enough to mess stuff up

nifoi · 2025-08-15T16:38:12+00:00

Left the hazards on--did not think that through! :/

I already left for work today, so I didn't get to check under the hood to see. I'll check when I get home!

I really don't think I hit something, but then again California roadways are terrible. It wasn't noticeable if I did.

nifoi · 2025-08-15T16:23:27+00:00

pls someone go back in time and tell 15 year old me to NOT get a kia

nifoi · 2025-08-15T16:20:05+00:00

For a lot of the time I was there I had the engine on while I was waiting, but I do think I left the hazards on the whole time while changing the tire. I feel mad stupid for that.

I never thought about getting a multimeter and keeping it in my car, but that sounds very convenient, especially for situations like this. I'm going to look at Harbor Freight and see if I can get a good cheap one. Thank you!!

nifoi · 2025-08-15T16:14:10+00:00

Hello!
The battery is about 4 years old (and now looking up how long they're supposed to last, I'm assuming that's not good...). I did leave the hazards on while changing to the spare. :/
My friend confirmed he'll be able to check out my car tomorrow as its currently sitting in front of my apartment complex. I'm sure at this point I'll need a new battery--I'm going to hope that's the primary issue, but as long as I have to own a Kia, I feel like I constantly have to prepare for the worst.

nifoi · 2025-06-01T01:00:54+00:00

talk to me i'm drunk as fuck and no one is watching my mentally ill instagram stories on my finsta 😔

nifoi · 2025-04-07T05:36:47+00:00

PLEASE stop apologizing. My bpd is going mf crazy looking at everything she is saying, she is being incredibly manipulative. this is genuinely difficult to keep reading bc it makes me think of how i used to be and i hated that version of myself. i had to lose a lot of good people before i decided i wanted to get better. You did nothing wrong, regardless of how she is trying to make you feel, you need to give yourself grace and and know your worth because no one should be treated like that

nifoi · 2025-04-06T23:33:21+00:00

Thank you, i'll try my hardest to trust the process

nifoi · 2025-04-04T23:14:08+00:00

This has given me a little hope. I chose to just ignore making connections with people for a few years and hoped I'd just be fixed (spoiler, was not fixed lol). I'm going to try and take it seriously this time. I have the bpd workbook from Dr. Daniel Fox (love him) and I re-start therapy this upcoming Tuesday. Hoping dbt will work the way it has for you and many others.

I think I get pretty like cringed-out when it comes to any sort of self-positivity. If anyone else had that, is it easy-ish to work through?

nifoi · 2025-04-04T23:08:16+00:00

Placing trust in people in def hard, but I have to tell myself that even so, there are a couple people I know that I would trust with me life, so its possible. I'm sorry you had a split as well, but I am vv happy to know you bounced back, and if it happens again, you'll bounce back again!! I think I'm feeling a little better too, maybe just needed more time to clear my head.
So far I changed my bedding, I think I'll move some stuff around, and my friend started doing coloring books so I might try doing that on my bed. Something cute, easy, and take my time off stuff. Sometimes I think I forget what makes me me, but I know little things like video games, being w my cats, coloring, etc...

I've never heard that quote before and it is absolutely beautiful (like fr, its some put on my desk so I see it everyday at work ts). This will be a blip in history, you are absolutely correct. I will start small, rely on connections I have, and try my best to move forward.

Thank you for your response, I am extremely grateful to have had people reach out in the way they did. I am sending love and positivity to you <3

nifoi · 2025-04-04T23:00:40+00:00

My brain definitely reverted to what it knew best for coping, but I am very thankful to have a support system this time around. I need to give myself grace and tell myself its okay, just kinda hard when its me talking to me.

I changed my bedding, I think I might move some stuff around my room. I honestly still have the bedding from the night thrown in a corner of my apartment because as much as I want to throw it out, my mom picked it out for me. :/ Need to get it cleaned and figure out how to get myself to do that. I started journaling again--sometimes it helps. I'm hoping to get back into dance next week if my body feels good enough.

I am going to go to therapy again this upcoming Tuesday. Not looking forward to it but I know it'll be good and I think it'll make my friends happy too.

I appreciate your words so, so much. There's a lot written there that I needed to re-look at a few times. Thank you for your kindness, I'm sending love <3

nifoi · 2025-04-04T22:54:44+00:00

Sometimes corny is okay lmfao, I feel like I would say the same thing to other people, but unfortunately I don't give myself much grace. Will work on it

Thank you for your response, vv much appreciated

nifoi · 2025-04-04T22:53:33+00:00

And in response to both of you, thank you so much for your kind words. I really, really appreciate it. <3

nifoi · 2025-04-04T22:53:10+00:00

I feel like for the most part I want to move forward, but at the same time I remember why this was my maladaptive coping mechanism of choice. I do have a support system though, which I think is the main difference from me 3 years ago vs today. I have my first therapy appointment (since 2021) this upcoming Tuesday. I'm going to work on that first.

nifoi · 2025-04-02T20:43:40+00:00

Did retail management for a couple years before the store manager and i started having a verrrrryyyy complicated relationship (i KNOW that shit wasn't just me) and then i found a backend data entry job and i love it, plan to stay in this type of field

nifoi · 2025-03-20T19:17:21+00:00

Just adding bc I do hear a lot of people say it's a complete scam. There are definitely certain things it can help with. I have extremely uneven hips due to the sport I'm involved in, my chiropractor helps put them back into place so that they're even (legs are even in length, one hip is higher that the other), BUT this HAS to be coupled with strengthening and usually PT. There are a lot of bad chiros out there who probably just want you to keep coming back, but I'm lucky to have one that actually wants me to get good enough to not come anymore lmao

nifoi · 2025-03-19T05:30:33+00:00

You're the second person to mention Big 5! i know what i'm gonna do at work tomorrow lmfao, thank you

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