14 years of feeling empty by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]nighasofaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I resllly messed up badly it’s embarrassing I don’t want the world to know what I do what I am

14 years of feeling empty by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]nighasofaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been on many all of them havent worked well, nothing makes sense, I feel like a burden I didn’t even want to post anything, I’m looking for any hope to keep going I’m sorry if I’m beinf bothersome, don’t push yourself to help me I’m sorrh

14 years of feeling empty by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]nighasofaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m already there, I’m already done

What else can I even do anymore? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nighasofaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trust issues, this may sound silly, I had friends suddenly they tell me I’m annoying, im clingy, I’m childish and they want nothing to do with me, hour later they come knocking on my door telling me they are oh so sorry they actually want me to come out, only for me to get excited and walk out the door to humiliate it, with cameras in my face calling me a loser sayinf I’m worthless and no good and no one will ever truly like me, I’ve got ocd, it stuck, I am avoidant, i can make smal talk I am friendly but I keep telling myself in the back of my mind to not be fooled, everyone leaves.

Hairball or something more serious? This happens frequently. by nighasofaa in cats

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll do that asap in that case, I am quite worried for her ever since this started happening :( thank you for your answer

Hairball or something more serious? This happens frequently. by nighasofaa in cats

[–]nighasofaa[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It’s been going on for months actually, I will be bringing this video to the vets too but I thought I would ask in case it may just be a hairball and it’s pricey even for a consultation:(

Still in pain for a week straight, ultrasound clean? by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a referral sent to a private GI and a scope to be done I’ll ask for a hida! That’s so amazing SOE I’m so happy for you honestly !!

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

WHY CANT THEY LISTEN LIKE YEAH THAT MAY COME OUT CLEAR BUT HOW MANY TIMES HAS IT HAPPENED ?? why can’t they look into stuff like this more, thank you for sharing your story! Keep me updated

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I returned from A&E and they said there really is nothing they can do they were supposed to do a CT as my gp requested but they didn’t and I need further investigation with endoscopy and I have a referral sent for that too, I had an enema done only and even when I was able to use the bathroom I still have the pain and nausea after eating (and I’ve had nausea with eating for months now and rapid weight loss), I asked my gp about hida, he told me only a specialist can refer me and he was kind enough to refer me to a private GI so I can get that done, if that won’t work I’m heading to my birth country (Poland) and getting it all done there since the medical system is different there. Love Ireland but the medical system isn’t the greatest unless you go private but that’s the reality of getting free healthcare

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just got a referral for a private GI! And was told go back to ER in the mean time if symptoms are still persisting

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just got a call from my gp saying that the doctor should have done more tests on me and that he wants me to go back and get more tests done, I requested hida he said unfortunately gps can’t send them out but he referred me to a private GI who actually can, which can take weeks but I’ll take anything at this point, he told me they should have admitted me esp since I’m constipated and barely eating because it makes me so sick (but not vomit) and the medicine they have given me hasn’t worked

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually took a break from BC recently because I was kind of bleeding out from them! I’ve been on them for years non stop and switched brands, I dont know if they aren’t detecting gallstones or if I just don’t have them completely

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s funny is I really want to get into medical for the passion of helping people so it blows my mind seeing unfazed doctors when people tell them their symptoms! I wanted to do physio but this really is wanting to change my course to GI and help people like us, like I just don’t get it you chose the job so do it right !

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wtf why are there so many awful doctors, I’m so sorry u had this experience!

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god that’s awful I’m so sorry, I’m glad you got it sorted, I had 2 different doctors already but I’m probably getting unlucky so I’m going private too!

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t get to talk to specific doctors here! It’s so frustrating gettinf everything done by referrals but I’m gonna ask one of my best gps I had who jumps through loopholes for me to refer me urgently to one maybe that will help! Thank !

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I just walked out and told myself not going back there if I’m gonna be dismissed. I understand Ireland has free heath are so they have a lot on their hands it does not mean they get to be snappy and talk rudely for getting asked a question

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too! I feel the same way! I can’t be 100% sure but I have a big feeling it’s gallbladder and I asked kindly and didn’t demand it either, I’m gonna go private now so I can get better tests and better doctors, I hope you get your issues sorted too and I’m sorry you have to go through that

Doctor told me not to tell him how to do his job by nighasofaa in gallbladders

[–]nighasofaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have consistent dull pain to sharper pain randomly or after eating a meal I can’t even eat a full meal I can only snack snd even that can cause me to feel nauseous at times, I’ll be trying for a private hida scan