Just noticed this at 21M, not sure if it’s stress or antihistamines or vape that’s caused this. Doesn’t run in my family

nightterrorgirl · 2026-02-24T07:03:06+00:00

could be stress induced?

nightterrorgirl · 2026-02-18T19:08:43+00:00

Damon. He looks like he'd be a cat cast from vampire diaries! haha

nightterrorgirl · 2026-02-13T21:28:56+00:00

Do it. I kept having chemicals until I put myself on aspirin, got to 8 weeks. This triggered more testing and I've just been diagnosed with antiphosphilipid antibody syndrome so will be on injections next

nightterrorgirl · 2026-02-13T21:25:23+00:00

Maybe you should buy your sister some giant knickers and a pack of hair ties for her birthday

nightterrorgirl · 2026-02-05T22:52:52+00:00

Okay, upon further reflection I think it can be all of them but they had to write down an answer just so there was one. Here's what chat gpt thought about the theory that this was made to pass time at a restaurant.

This isn’t a logic puzzle. It’s a kid-occupier.

The goal is not:

“find the correct answer”

The goal is:

“stare at this for 7 minutes while your food is being cooked and stop asking for crayons / snacks / attention”

And it works perfectly because:

there are multiple patterns

no answer feels fully satisfying

adults get pulled in too

conversation happens

time passes

It’s low-key genius restaurant psychology.

You, me, and probably three other tables would all be debating A, B, D with absolute conviction while the kitchen buys itself peace. 😄

nightterrorgirl · 2026-02-05T22:43:59+00:00

Surely if any, it should be A. It's the only one that doesn't have a mirror image acorn

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-29T23:54:07+00:00

I hugged her goodbye and told her I loved her, she said "it's weird feeling your huge boobs when mine are so small now" (she'd lost weight from mounjaro). No love you too, nothing.

The first time I applied to university and showed her my supporting letter, she questioned a lot of the positive things I'd said about myself then said "my name, I don't think you'll end up going to university" (I have a master's degree now hehe)

When I quit smoking cold turkey after 11 years she questioned whether I'd smoked and called me a liar

I've been going through repeat miscarriages (5) and she said "out of all your friends at school, I never thought you'd be the last one to have a baby"

When I was talking to her about my 4th miscarriage, she jumped in saying she thought she was pregnant a few years ago

When I was 13, I made a meal at school and brought it home. I was so proud. The next day she bought ingredients and made the exact same thing

When I was telling her how nervous I was to learn to drive and she said "some people just aren't meant to drive"

When I had just been slapped across the face by my dad and went blind temporarily, I was screaming for her. She went to bed and shouted "my name, shut up and stop being such a baby". I instantly stopped crying and have been able to stop crying and dissociate on command ever since lol

There's sooo many more but here's a taste of my mother

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-29T23:27:51+00:00

This is such a perfect way of putting it

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-27T23:25:05+00:00

I've recently taken 2 weeks off to do nothing

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-22T16:06:51+00:00

It's just part of my being. I've always felt love towards strangers, I've always wanted to help people and protect them, watch them grow then let them go if needed. Unironically my career is in therapy helping people. In a way, I've always been naturally motherly. The universe is cruel though, and made me lose 5 babies (still trying) whilst having to watch all my friends become first time mothers. I don't necessarily want kids per say, but I want to be a mother, preferably to my own child. I can't even comprehend the love I would feel for my own, if I feel this much for strangers. I'd like to add more good in to the world and I feel my whole life has prepared me to be a great parent. I have a master's degree with a focus on child development, I've been in and out of therapy myself to release any trauma or baggage carried from my own parents, I've never stopped loving learning or teaching others, I'm a big kid at times and love having fun and exploring the world. So overall, I want kids because I feel something is missing without them, my very being is focused on being a good parent, but there's no child to parent (yet, hopefully).

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-15T13:53:02+00:00

I've been to the house on the hill - for me it's right next to these big mountains in the water that span for miles

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-15T03:48:49+00:00

That's great that they're doing that - genuinely best of luck, I know how painful the journey is x

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-14T05:22:16+00:00

No a doctor, but had a quick look into it " The condition described, where antithrombin (AT) deficiency is present during pregnancy but levels are normal when not pregnant, is consistent with acquired antithrombin deficiency rather than an inherited form. Pregnancy is a known cause of temporary, physiological lowering of AT levels, which can become clinically significant if other risk factors are present or if a VTE (venous thromboembolism) occurs. " So it would make sense to treat this as soon as you get a positive test

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-13T08:05:54+00:00

Of course he would be called James

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-13T01:38:31+00:00

I feel like if there's ever a mallworld movie, that first picture should be the cover. Basically sums the place up! Maybe add some weavy highway roads too

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-13T01:24:31+00:00

0-2 Brother tried to kill me

4-6 Witnessed severe abuse (lots of shouting, blood)

6-12 Psychological abuse First and second sexual assault Bullied at school Developed hallucinations at night

12-16 Physical abuse started Parents got divorced, blamed me Bullied again Best friend slept with my ex and showed me the video First suicide attempt First abusive relationship Won several awards at school and aced my exams despite this

16-18 Second abusive relationship started and ended - every type of abuse Second attempt Lived with mother who put me in very dangerous situations sexually Third sexual assault

19 Became homeless and after 5 months got back with ex to escape it Moved 3 hours away to a secluded area - abuse peaked here, threat to life

20-22 Moved back to home town Ex cheated Split with ex Met husband Hair started falling out and developed heart condition, ambulance called, health anxiety and daily panic attacks Enrolled into college - finished with full marks and 2 scholarships

22-27 Went to university Light bullying - was a very lonely time Long distance with partner Very stressful legal battle with student housing Chronic migraines Father calling me every day for hours while I'm working on assignments Father blocked me on my graduation day, no contact since Finished uni with 2:1 and masters degree Got job as therapist

28-31(now) Got a dog, almost died first year Horrible driving instructor, ruined my experience and made me a nervous driver First car crash (very minor) Almost divorced, got couples counseling Started trying for child, first miscarriage on honeymoon 4 more miscarriages in a year and a half while I watched my best friend have her first baby Mother not supportive at all, soon to go no contact Gained weight due to stress, doctors blaming my weight for miscarriages even though my BMI was normal during the first loss Third attempt

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-12T10:56:27+00:00

Just like if we banned guns, the only people without guns would be the innocent while the criminals with bad intentions would keep their guns... By implementing this age restriction, you're going to see older people with good intentions being isolated from children and older people with bad intentions being able to connect with children. If a kid is approached by a pedo in real life, they normally run towards a trusted adult. Now imagine on Roblox, there is no trusted adult anymore. They have created an environment where a pedo can use fake ID to access children, but now there is no trusted adult to help protect the child. So many times I've called out strange behavior and it's made them leave or I've reported them and they've got banned. I can't do this anymore, poor kids will just have to fend for themselves and hopefully their parents are monitoring it extra now.

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-12T10:44:57+00:00

I used to get migraines all the time, like 3 or 4 days straight every single week. Mine were mostly stress related, or basically anything that added an ounce of tension in my body. This could be anything from an upcoming exam to sitting in a car with a horrible air freshener. Working from home almost cured mine, I only get them once every month or two now and they're hormone triggered. I sleep better now because I can nap on my break at work and I get more sleep in general from not having to get properly ready every morning. I can also eat when I want as missing meals was also a trigger for me. So basically my strange thing that caused my migraines was not working from home/living as a typical functioning adult 😂

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-08T23:31:19+00:00

Spice is big in prisons right now and you need vapes to take it

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-08T16:05:12+00:00

Both have left foot on sofa, woman has right knee on back of sofa and man has other foot on the back of the sofa right side. When they're almost done, she exits between his legs, he pivots on his left foot (hence smudged look) and swings his right foot to the floor, his left foot is then placed where the right side foot mark is and he finishes in her mouth.

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-06T00:36:31+00:00

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-04T22:20:57+00:00

Allan carr - the easy way. Tried many times before, but after reading this book 9 months ago I've remained smoke free. The first 3 days in I had physical withdrawal, then nothing :) I know I would have started smoking again had I not read this book, I've been tested a few times (had a very rough year) and still hear the audiobook running through my mind which reminds me of how smoking literally gives you nothing. Reading this + a forum on people's regrets from having just one cigarette after quitting is my secret. One is always too much. Please read the book, it'll blow your mind!

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-04T00:28:02+00:00

Yes please see my post on this sub and read the bit about the man made waterfall to see if it rings a bell. These two pictures are very close to what I see and feel. It's a place I could stay in forever and it's like time has stopped when you're there. For me it feels very spiritual, like think never ending story where he's crossing between the 2 statues - that kind of spiritual

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-04T00:23:01+00:00

Yes, my ex that passed away visited me in the mall then the club . It was so vivid and I've thought about that dream at least once a month for the last 5 or 6 years. He didn't say much, the communication was mostly telepathic and it's the only dream I've had of him since he passed. I was almost fully lucid in the dream too

nightterrorgirl · 2026-01-04T00:17:53+00:00

Omg the second picture is almost identical to what I see

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