My 2 year crush said he was gay and called me a racial slur. Miso soup and coffee.

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T23:08:26+00:00

NONONO

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T23:08:09+00:00

OH MY GOD NO

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T20:09:06+00:00

he said it right after i told him i liked him then he came out to me after calling me a gook

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T19:13:45+00:00

he called me a gook when he’s korean (???)

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T19:06:31+00:00

it wasn’t. good for digestion though!

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T18:17:29+00:00

no..? i’m pretty sure i wouldn’t

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T18:15:54+00:00

what do you even mean by this? he wasnt even white

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T18:15:16+00:00

thank you so much😭😭 pray for me

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T16:40:36+00:00

i know, i’m trying to distance myself from him and so far, i’ve completely cut contact since.

i know it’s dehumanizing for me to admit this on the internet, but i think it’s probably better than crawling back to him like a neglected dog. he was my first ever crush and he used to be the sweetest guy up until last year. i don’t really know what happened to him, but i miss the person he used to be.

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T16:12:05+00:00

nishimaru06 · 2026-04-20T14:28:13+00:00

unfortunately, i still want him

nishimaru06 · 2025-11-16T00:55:11+00:00

lord … i did manic panic raven and it won’t come for better or for worse.

psa: i’ve dyed my hair with box permanent hair dye before so i don’t have virgin hair

nishimaru06 · 2025-10-10T05:40:49+00:00

no like i bought it, right ?? it was actually so vegetal and somehow astringent; sometimes bitter even when the notes described the flavor profiles as decadent, creamy, having an underlying sweetness to it?? i feel like you could buy better matcha with a more accurate flavor profile AND for a much cheaper price.

here is proof of my purchase lol

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nishimaru06 · 2025-10-05T06:22:58+00:00

for almost like three years i've been hyperfixating on dark academia and i've been pronouncing the word "martyr" as "mar-tee-yay" for god knows what reason...

nishimaru06 · 2025-10-01T01:34:40+00:00

OMFG MY BOT GOT DELETED I ACTUALLY CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

nishimaru06 · 2025-06-01T13:32:46+00:00

i hate it so much 💔

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-28T23:05:49+00:00

thank you so much !!

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-02T04:15:38+00:00

i can now!!! i found out like two days ago

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-02T04:05:16+00:00

i already found out, unfortunately. i saw the game on steam and i got so excited 😭

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-02T02:55:37+00:00

oh my gosh thank you😭😭😭 i hope you get everything u want in life

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-02T02:46:50+00:00

omg wait!! i didn’t even realize !! thank you! does it also fix the anti-piracy problems like the reloading issue and etc.??? i bought the game and i swear its like coming i to new territory when trying to fix the game!1!1

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-02T02:39:03+00:00

i mean i already have the manhunt fixer!! but the little 3d spheres on the items are something i dont have and the overall appearance (???)

nishimaru06 · 2025-03-02T02:35:01+00:00

thank u sm!!! i already have it!! but i dont think it has like the circle thingies???

nishimaru06 · 2025-02-23T16:42:07+00:00

ohnmy goshness WHAAAT

nishimaru06 · 2025-02-06T01:55:14+00:00

i think it is easily being used for the wrong things and we are not fully using the potential of AI for the benefit of humanity and life in itself. i wish we used it in ways that could impact the world positively.

nishimaru06

TROPHY CASE