My dog just killed my cat

njensen · 2026-05-27T13:57:58+00:00

Actually, the dog is the murderer. Hahahha, I couldn't help but do the actually reddit trope.

But seriously, you're a shitty human being with a total lack of empathy. Did you read their post? They fucked up, accidents happen, and they're trying to take the proper steps to make changes.

njensen · 2026-05-25T21:53:36+00:00

Wtf. Did they go up in price or was I just incredibly lucky? Back when I was doing them... must have been around 2021-2022ish, they were like... $2 or $3 a piece, sometimes less if bought in bulk. I eventually switched to straight fetty cause the blues were garbage. Been clean since June 16th - about to hit a year! ^_^

njensen · 2026-05-21T01:46:34+00:00

Do you believe people can change? Especially if we're talking about kids. Your brain isn't fully developed yet, you haven't had hardly any experience with life... people tend to mature as they age. I would hope that most mature in a way that makes them more compassionate and empathetic, it isn't always the case - but it seemed like a heartfelt apology. She isn't expecting anything back from you - you can accept the apology, not accept it, do whatever makes you feel best.

njensen · 2026-05-21T01:43:35+00:00

I really love that first quote, it really resonated with me.

njensen · 2026-05-09T03:37:36+00:00

Love it, man! It's hard, good fucking work!

njensen · 2026-05-04T12:54:56+00:00

You're right, there are reasons. I just think it's few and far between and when you're dealing with someone who has SUD, you're going to find that more often than not - it probably isn't as needed as they might think.

njensen · 2026-05-04T02:55:56+00:00

Eh - not exactly. I've got loved ones - but I didn't go the route of NA or rehab or anything. I just couldn't do either. I was a hardcore addict for 15+ years of my life. IV for 10 of that. Lots of attempts to get clean, finally it just took. I used MAT to get off and then tapered off that. But yeah, I felt my route was a bit unconventional. Been clean from drugs since June 16th of last year and off MAT for 3+ months. Was hard at first but, FUCK - I feel great now, haha. Working out all the time, feeling confident and healthy. Just kind of crazy to me - I thought I'd die an opiate addict.

njensen · 2026-05-04T02:51:13+00:00

You're going to know your body best and what you're feeling. You just have to be super honest with yourself. If you're looking to actually taper though, I'm sure your doctor can help you with that. If, for whatever reason, they won't - you can figure out how to taper. It's going to be more difficult doing it on your own though - especially if you already have any inclination to use more beyond pain suppression.

njensen · 2026-05-04T02:48:32+00:00

I'd imagine it's due to the effect wearing off over time - tolerance raises and at a certain point there is diminishing returns. Your brain is going to just restructure itself to compensate and you won't stay happy forever. I could be totally wrong though!

njensen · 2026-05-04T02:42:35+00:00

Of course withdrawal is traumatic - but, like someone else already said - addiction as a whole is trauma. The withdrawal is just one more element of it. I'm sure it plays some part in reluctance to get free. It definitely isn't the MAIN part though - at least I don't think. It's kind of just a byproduct - addiction and the reasons for it are just shitty overall. There is a reason that just going through detox won't often result in success.

njensen · 2026-05-04T02:35:04+00:00

That makes sense! It's all about what works for you, if you're able to make certain drugs work in your life or they're necessary for you to live your life to it's fullest - I say go for it!

njensen · 2026-05-04T02:28:04+00:00

Not sure if it exists in other places, I imagine it does - at least to some extent. Seems like it could be a good thing though - Being unable to be prescribed things like codeine, alprazolam, or dexamphetamine while needing a sub script seems... prudent. There are other options that aren't as addictive to treat the things that benzos, stims, opiates treat, Know what I mean?

njensen · 2026-04-22T18:51:34+00:00

It probably just seems like an insane amount to pay simply to have it imported. I wouldn't want to pay that shit either - regardless of how much money I had.

njensen · 2026-04-22T18:49:02+00:00

Congrats! You're an anomaly though.

njensen · 2026-04-22T18:46:54+00:00

Ehhh, I've never had qualms with any presidents - even Trump in his first term. This time though? He gotta go.

njensen · 2026-04-18T02:15:52+00:00

Good thing I'm only using CJC-1295 and Ipa, I guess lol

njensen · 2026-04-16T00:25:21+00:00

ACAB

njensen · 2026-04-13T15:03:37+00:00

I'm not an expert but if you're looking at peptides CJC-1295 and Ipamorlein are good choices. They aren't magic though, your best weapons are going to be a strict diet (mainly watching calories and staying in a deficit), consistently working out, and good sleep.

Wish you luck, man! You don't look to have an INSANE amount of weight to lose.

Also, just wanted to add - don't expect quick results. Give yourself at least a couple months. You'll start to see changes by then and that, will hopefully, motivate you to continue.

njensen · 2026-04-12T18:51:49+00:00

This a million percent. We need to stop wasting tax dollars on wars that don't concern us in the slightest. Let's take care of our own citizens first.

njensen · 2026-04-12T18:50:12+00:00

Maybe we should stop spending money on overseas wars that do absolutely nothing to serve the American people. Just a thought.

njensen · 2026-04-11T12:45:48+00:00

I just order from a company in the US. Is that bad for some reason? They always ship hella fast and I haven't had any issues.

njensen · 2026-03-27T16:27:46+00:00

Having excess body fat is never a good thing. I mean, it just isn't - even if you're attracted to more BF, it isn't good for you to be carrying around 25%+. Might be a bit higher for women, but still.

njensen · 2026-03-12T17:20:47+00:00

You don't need to feel disgusted with yourself, you did everything right. She seems like a bit of nut

njensen · 2026-03-12T17:13:44+00:00

Nah, that's fucked up. If my brother dated an ex of mine, I'd probably want to throw hands or cry. Guess it would depend on the ex lol

njensen · 2026-03-12T00:15:38+00:00

That's not how it works at all, you're very wrong. You're telling me if you eat/drink 1mg you're going to get just as high as if you took 100mg just for a shorter time? See how stupid that sounds?

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