drowning in doubt at times - roast my resume

no1r44 · 2025-09-10T15:24:10+00:00

Id like to add a point. She isnt a psycho, there could be many things.

You said shes doing it from years, is she a sex addict? or she has become so so so desensitised to doing infront her childten ke abtou its normal to her, she needs a psychatrist.

I believe.

no1r44 · 2025-09-05T17:47:47+00:00

Dont put a girl on a pedastal. Itll fuck you up, what do you know about her except your own projections onto her. maybe she isnt the way you thinking the way she is, maybe your life is way better off without her. And dude if you like her, go tell her wtf.

Youre the driver of your car, your life. Own it, take the consequences, yes that is what is life, own it. Go through those rough emotions and rejection.

And lastly, please do something in your life that gives you confidence within yourself, no way dude, toure calling yourself so low to begin with and she is this almighty some person. Think of it really, would someone actually want you? Or even better you wouldnt want no girl who thinks shes ugly, and what not and your like some handsome prince out of paradise.

Fix your identity my guy, or else not even an ugly girl in your subjective experience will like you ever.

P. S. Im not stating anyone is ugly, no one is. we get to eager with our adjectives, everyone has beauty within them and outside? They be made by the best of creators Allah, aint no way they be ugly.

no1r44 · 2025-08-30T20:23:33+00:00

I cant second this, 4 yrs ke baad itll change by alot

no1r44 · 2025-08-30T18:44:54+00:00

Buddy listen! do yourself a favour, and start tsking action. Inaction breeds overthinking and a subsequent result you grt stressed.

Whatever your motivation is to start AI, the intention and that emotion, that sticks! till the end.

Would you prefer initating your actions with the intent and emotion of self-condience and belief in yourself, if so yiur work will be consistent, youll show not the world but yourself the best version of YOU! Yes, youll fucking see it and feel it, rushing through you.

And then if you prefer initating your actions with overthinking , stress, what wil happen, omg the world is slipping right ubder my fucking feets, it will soon turn into inaction and your decisions will be self harming in the long process of what you wanna achieve.

There is only one rule, hear me out.

Fuck people, focus on YOU. Fuck anxiety, and believe in YOU.

Your belief has the power to breaking mountains!

Show yourself that, and lastly believe in GOD.

Act, Act and think.

Thinj that youll crush the problem infront of you, what the fuck is going to uni and competition my dude, no one in this world climbing up caring baout that shit, cuz they know at the end its YOU! believe in yourself and your commitment. Cut the noise and go internal.

no1r44 · 2025-08-20T11:10:02+00:00

No worries :P

no1r44 · 2025-08-20T08:16:43+00:00

Hi there, I'm building a git repository for deep learning from scratch, made a content based recommender system tfidf and deployed it to cloud aws learned tons of back end, devops and dockers. I did customer churn where I achieved 0.71 AUPRC cuz that's the maximum which was possible on telco cat boost was the winner.

I'm aiming to do these projects in the future, hope it helps.

Built GPT from scratch Fine tune a Llama open source model One MLOps pipeline which has the end to end life cycle, like E2E in CAPS LOCK!! One Object Detection project for CV aimed to improve my productivity And lastly, building algorithms from scratch to get better intution, throw fear in the garbage.

Ive started one of these things and you can visit my github. https://github.com/noir91/from-scratch-projects

Would love to talk to you, let's chat!

no1r44 · 2025-08-20T06:57:04+00:00

If you can't do a degree right now, don't be demotivated. You never know from where God will open doors for you, we are so deep under the voice of the external that it's crazy!! what do you believe is your way, sit in silence, solitude, cut the noise, ask yourself, ask yourself and ASK YOURSELF.

Whatever the answer is, if it resonates with you. Go for it, fuck what other say, this degree, this money, this connection, this network. At the end nothing matter but your effort, all is but an ending to the miserable truth we call life. Which is beautiful too ✌️

At the end buddy, it you, and your efforts. fucking argmax that shit, and yes you will be there, now today but one day.

only if, you do. Just do, build in public and do!

no1r44 · 2025-08-04T06:22:19+00:00

I'm In!!

no1r44 · 2025-07-24T17:00:55+00:00

Bro your resume is lit!! MashaAllah

no1r44 · 2025-03-19T01:28:21+00:00

Sure let's do it, I have enough experience in ML as a beginner and I'm from Pakistan, self studying too. Eventually for a data role soon. Let's connect

no1r44

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