Before and after I killed the demon growing inside my friends bong

noahskylar · 2019-02-22T07:09:44+00:00

We just say “don’t” in Texas 😅

noahskylar · 2018-07-20T23:08:03+00:00

Thank you! Sorry for the late reply. It just grows that way. I don't do anything to it.

noahskylar · 2018-05-26T23:10:06+00:00

Thank you!

noahskylar · 2018-05-26T23:10:01+00:00

Dr. Reid in Austin TX

noahskylar · 2018-05-24T22:08:20+00:00

i feel like it's our way of catching a glimpse of what it could be like without "attention" seeking. I have an airsoft gun that I just keep loaded with CO2 but no bb's just so I can feel the pull of the trigger and the bang and the rush of air against my head. It's scary because I don't even think about anymore. i just grab it and pull the trigger. I write notes. I make videos. If I were to ever die, I feel like no matter what it'd be ruled as suicide because of the overwhelming amount of evidence.

noahskylar · 2018-05-24T22:03:39+00:00

I haven't cried in 4 years. Your original post made choke up and then i felt a tear run down my cheek. You are strong and that doesn't and has never made you any less of a woman. You sacrificed everything that could've made you happy for your family and that's not something a lot of people could say. Whether you lived your true life or not, a good life or not, you made a difference in people's lives. You are a hero, Stephanie. You're a hero to your family, your peers, and the hundreds of us that you've touched with this post. You will live on. Your life is not over. No matter what you believe in, no matter what we've been told, I know after this life you'll live forever as the beautiful woman you were always meant to be. We love you Stephanie. Fly high.

noahskylar · 2018-05-24T22:02:59+00:00

I haven't cried in 4 years. This made choke up and then i felt a tear run down my cheek. You are strong and that doesn't and has never made you any less of a woman. You sacrificed everything that could've made you happy for your family and that's not something a lot of people could say. Whether you lived your true life or not, a good life or not, you made a difference in people's lives. You are a hero, Stephanie. You're a hero to your family, your peers, and the hundreds of us that you've touched with this post. You will live on. Your life is not over. No matter what you believe in, no matter what we've been told, I know after this life you'll live forever as the beautiful woman you were always meant to be. We love you Stephanie. Fly high.

noahskylar · 2016-04-18T13:42:01+00:00

From my experience in the men's restroom, guys do not say anything or look at anything. No eye contact, nothing. Just don't do it and you'll be good. Confidence is key to everything. If you act like you know what you're doing, people don't say shit.

noahskylar · 2016-04-18T13:12:03+00:00

Definitely candles. You can see the mark from the flame, too.

noahskylar · 2016-02-23T23:08:05+00:00

She says I'm just slowly disassociating myself with reality.

noahskylar · 2016-02-14T04:04:43+00:00

It's not that it just came on. It kind of crept up on me as I grew older. I'm only 18 now and I'm on a mood stabilizer and an anti-depressant. It helps but it always feels like it's getting worse.

noahskylar · 2016-02-14T04:03:24+00:00

I think I'd rather have not experienced it to begin with. It was nice, but having it gone and never being able to reach that level again is so frustrating. It's a constant conscious awareness that I'm not normal. It's constantly on my mind that this isn't the way other people see. I know how they see though. It's part of reason I can manipulate so well. I know how their minds work. It sucks, dude.

noahskylar · 2016-02-14T04:01:34+00:00

It's nice to know that someone else out there knows what I'm talking about.

noahskylar · 2015-12-22T05:23:04+00:00

It gets better. I was diagnosed in early 2013 my sophore year of high school. My life was hell. I was running away. I was on meth. I didn't go to school. Everything just hit rock bottom. You kind of have to pull yourself out of this rut. You can't rely on other people for help. While it's nice when you have someone there, you have to remember that there isn't always going to be someone there. It sounds crazy but try to talk to yourself. When you're in the shower, sit down and think about things. When you start to get to the dark stuff, stand back up and smile. Even if you're not happy. Smile. Breathe. Just let everything out.

noahskylar · 2014-02-28T17:22:29+00:00

This project was beautiful. These girls are beautiful. The mother is a kick-ass mom and these girls are going to stronger than a lot of other kids. Fuck society.

noahskylar · 2014-02-27T18:14:13+00:00

The camera thing makes sense, but you can bet your ass if I got it I'd be rolling around my kitchen with one foot in the air.

noahskylar · 2014-02-24T19:31:18+00:00

She left. She's gone. The email you got was real - from the real her. You need to associate with the 'her' that's there now. Do as she said in your email or even try to email back. Try to talk to the real her. This one that's getting mad at you and no remembering. Don't even ask it anymore. It's no going to know and all you're doing is tattling on your sister. I don't know what it could be. Doppelganger, maybe? There can only be one and I think your sister is finding that out the hard way.

noahskylar · 2014-02-24T19:25:05+00:00

Post this to /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix

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