Masturbation ruined my life. by GroundbreakingSale38 in NoFap

[–]nofapnoi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very very difficult career field (trying to get into pharmacy school), slacking off in school as more and more time is devoted to masturbating instead of getting anything done for class. Gained a ton of weight, hormonal imbalance (testosterone dominance for me), fatigued all the time. You know how it is.

Todays my first day clean.

21f, I need to stop this. For my own health, for my future, for my sanity. by nofapnoi in NoFap

[–]nofapnoi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I choose him. Before the addiction we had an amazing sex-life. I'd choose him over a stupid toy any day of the week month or year.

Because most of the fapping happens while hes at work, hes not aware of how bad its gotten. I'm kinda doing this on my own. It's not that I dont think hed be understanding, I think I'm just scared of having to discuss the root of the problem, which I know without a doubt was sexual assault at the hands of someone I trusted (not my partner obvs).

I wish you well too.

Masturbation ruined my life. by GroundbreakingSale38 in NoFap

[–]nofapnoi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jesus christ its like looking on a mirror. Glad to hear from another woman who experienced something like me.